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New kind of routine

2008-05-04T02:04:00.004+08:00

Life is pretty much back to a certain kind of routine again. Wake up, go work, come home, sleep n then go to work again. heh. Colleagues are ok so far. Some of them are pretty wacky. Hope i can get to know them better.

I need to add more joy and excitement into my life. I am thinking pilates or gym, cooking class, art class, more outdoor activities, TRAVEL!!! I think i shall plan these after i got confirmed for my job. ha! That's 2 more months to go, if they decide to kick me off after 3 months, i will have to job hunt again. :P

Anyone can solve this mystery? This black circle appeared about a month ago. Until today I cant figure out what caused it. There are 2 of these found in the middle of the road near my house. What could have "drawn" 2 huge circle in the middle of the road?! I will give 1 cookie to whoever who solved this. haa!

p/s: Iron Man rocks!!!! Go catch it!!!

Crazy first 2 weeks....

2008-04-19T23:16:00.003+08:00

My Gosh.. work started... and its crazy as heck! The pace is very fast and everyday there are a million things happening AT THE SAME TIME. Endless meetings in a day, me trying very hard to keep up with everyone who seems to be expert at doing everything around there. stressed ah.. who intro one ah? hahaa

Worst, I got really sick during 2nd week of work(the next day after sentosa =( ). I blame it on not enough rest and crazy stress at work... mala played a small role too. lol. Crazy fever goes up to 39.2degrees, i feel all weak and everytime i cough, i feel like i would passed out. Not fun having such high fever. I finally cannot make it and went home early from work at 4pm on monday. I sponge-bathed myself with cold water for so many times but the fever just refuse to go down. It only subside the next day around evening time so technically i was a rice cooker for more than 24hours. Not fun...

Went back to work on wednesday despite having mc till thurs. Bobian le.. i got so many meetings scheduled on wed that if i dun go, I will be even more lost cos no one can really brief me on wat i'd missed.

Colleagues so far so good. Quite happening but i have yet to talk to many of them. Too many people liao.. haha

I dun even wan to think about Monday. The project i was involved is kinda in shitt.. Client ask for so much stuff on mon and i dun think i can rush out wat he wants on monday. I am still quite lost with most of the processes(but getting better now SLOWLY), still not that familiar so it takes a lot of time to digest information and workout the documents. =(

I keep telling this to myself so i will feel better.. I CAN DO THIS!!!!! hahahhaaa

if that ah lian can do it!! SO CAN I!!! Yes!!! I CAN DO THIS ONE!!!! LOL!!!!

Silly day at Sentosa...

2008-04-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

Thanks to DO, we've got shelter and 2 comfy hammocks this time! I like the hammock.. So nice to lie in there.. except when they started to rock me so hard i almost puked..

Presenting the latest from Quidam.. The freakshow?! lol...
Head - Eunice
Right boob - Boo's head
Left boob - Shan's head
Right hand & leg - Boo
Left hand & leg - Shan

That is Boo trying to seduce the beer, me and DO being spastic, and Prissy staring at our spastic moment! wahahaha.. classic man!

This is me warning DO abt his "habit"! hoho

it's so mafan to post pic here, will post more in facebook! =p

12 days

2008-03-26T18:13:00.002+08:00

12 more days to go.. and i will finally finish my studies!!!!

gosh!! 2 and a half years....

7th April marks my last exam paper! How are you guys gonna celebrate with me ah??? hahaa

8th April is the start of my "new life", working life that is. Crazy ya to start work the next day after my exam. But well bobianz, need to start work asap la..

I'm excited and nervous at the same time. Haven "go to work" for a long time ya. I wonder how i will blend in? But still, I am looking forward to it. A new life, new hopes, new people........

Till then, 12 more days...

When one chapter of your life ends... another begins before you know it.

2008-03-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

Gosh! I haven blogged for so long that i totally forgotten my password! haha finally logged in after NUMEROUS tries.

What is going on? Well.. nothing much actually. Boring me. Been busy with school work past couple of weeks, exams and lectures... its the last lecture that i will have so just wanted to mention about it. It's weird after u gone through 2 years of lectures and tutorials and i know although it felt so sick to go through the lessons :P, at the end of this course, i will miss the days i have with my mates... Fei msged me the other day saying she missed those days already and i agree.

The friendships u built up in school is quite different. Some can go on forever, some will just disappear slowly. Well.. at least you know that those that's left are worthwhile indeed.

Something good happened among all the boredom... I got a job!!!!!! haha

Yes I will finally have colleagues and will soon start bitching about other ppl. Anyway really grateful to "Susana Tan" for recommending me. Hee! I have a very good impression of the company although i haven started work yet. Haha! Hopefully it is as good as i think it will be. People there look quite young, which i like cos of the dynamism.

When one chapter of your life ends... another begins before you know it.

p/s: My sis gonna be due soon! This week i think! I'm so excited to welcome my new nephew! geeee... hahahaaaa crazy ah yee....

Save Cookie!!

2008-02-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

Was driving home from school the other night when i spotted this!

Cookie monster is hanging helplessly onto a car. ha! I quickly took a shot of it while waiting for the lights at the traffic.

Poor cookie! Anyway i think this is kinda dangerous! They may cause Cookie to fly right into the wheels and killed him if he ever "let go", also imagine all the bumps he will to endure for all the humps...

If the driver do not care about Cookie, the least they could care is their own life becos Cookie can cause an accident if he get stuck in the wheels...

I wonder how come he/she haven get pulled over by TP yet for that..

Caught in between a fight!

2008-01-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

Me and Box went for shopping yesterday at Bugis and the MOST drama thing happened!! We were caught in the midst of a big fight(10 ppl beating up 1 guy) and everything was so drama-mama!! Luckily we got out of it unhurt but our lil' hearts were totally racing man!

We went to Bugis This Fashion after conquering Bugis Village. It was less than a minute after we entered the store. We heard a huge commotion outside, there was alot of shouting and footsteps. We were both standing next to the mannequins at the glass window. I looked outside n saw like more than 10 ppl beating up 1 poor guy. They were shouting very loudly n we were less than 1 metre away from them, all we have between us is just the glass window n the mannequins. They looked Malay to me but later Box said they look more like foreign workers. I think they might be Thai or Myanmar workers, don't think they were locals.

Everything happen so fast!!! I told Box "shit there is a fight!! so many beating up 1!!!" Then we stare at them for like 2 seconds n automatically stepped 2 steps backwards.. Then I said "oh no, i dun think they will clash inside right?!?!" and the next thing we know.... They shoved and clashed right into the glass window and the glass cracked!!!! n then they shoved another time n this time the entire glass panel shattered and clashed down!!! Me and Box quickly scramble away for our dear lives!!! Luckily the mannequins blocked them from coming into the shop and stopped the glass from flying towards us!! Gosh!!! we were THAT close lor.... =(

In the midst of all the madness, my dear box did something funny. She grabbed "me" and run for like 3 metres. We cant run far cos there were all these clothes trolleys around us. There was this little girl standing near us when it all happened n she hurried towards us during then. She was so scared that i heard her shouting "I wanna go upstairs! I wanna go upstairs!!" (This store is double storeys) n so I allowed her to run first cos she was so freaked out. So Box unknowingly grabbed her and thought it was me and ran! haha 3 of us quickly ran to the cashier area and that was when Box realised she grabbed the wrong person! She must have thought "Shit!! Where's Shan!??!" but ok la I was right behind. We stood at one corner to look at the situation. We could still hear them chasing down the guy outside so we remained in that corner of the shop.

We looked outside and saw a crowd gathering and everyone just watched and cant do anything about it. All the rickshaw uncles in their bright orange clothes stood right outside. No one could do anything cos it's such a big fight. One of the salesgirl shouted "CLOSE THE DOOR CLOSE THE DOOR!!!" and someone ran to press the button. Me and Box just stood there trying to take in what just happened!

I asked the salesgirl to call the police cos their window was shattered. None of them reacted. They were all so freaked out! I wanted to call the police and then someone said "Someone outside called already".

Then everything went quiet. Everyone just stood outside looking at the floor and we thought the guy was lying there but they were just looking at the shattered glass all over the floor. Cars stopped and there was a jam. 1 policeman turned up and seems very lost. Don't think he know there was a fight? then after quite a while, 3 or 4 police cars finally turned up and police was all over the place. Those jokers left a blood trail all along the road all the way to near Bugis Junction n the trail went across the road to the other side.... It's so drama... We were both so shocked and we decided to go upstairs and continue our shopping upstairs! =p

Gosh!!! It's like filming a movie man. Everything went in slow motion with all the dramas. We were like those "extras" in the movie trying to run away when the window shatters. Hearts racing and all. Strangely, the store was quite crowded after the fight. People were all queuing for the fitting rooms. Think they got attracted by the commotion and decided to do some shopping too. But i wonder how do they close for the day since the entire window is gone? Let's see if this gets on the newspaper and we can find out more about what happen after that.

Oh I have a picture of the shop after everything. Look at the mannequins! We were right behind it lor.. kuakuakua~

What a day!! Phew~~

1.11pm

2008-01-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

I always mouseover the pc clock to find out the time/date and these few days... this "thing" keeps happening...

For those who watched "Witch Amusement" aka 魔女幼熙, you would probably know what "that phenomenon" means.. hahaha

eerie... cos it's 11 Jan 1.11pm, then I saw 11.11pm that night... and today 1.11pm again... oh n things happen in 3's alright...

and nope, i didnt look for the time deliberately.. it just happens.. =p

Oh and Johnny Kruger (Dennis O'Neil) is just soooo cute I want to keep him in my pocket! haha

So ladies, Daniel or Dennis?! it's so hard to choose.. =p

more of Dennis here on youtube...

周杰倫 - 彩虹

2008-01-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

This song is damn nice la. But so so soooo saddddd... =(
Love the lyrics too.

哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裡

有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見妳的笑我怎麼睡得著
妳的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走

妳要離開我知道很簡單
妳說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開
但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見妳的笑我怎麼睡得著
妳的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走

妳要離開我知道很簡單
妳說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

看不見妳的笑要我怎麼睡得著
妳的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉

釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

妳要離開我知道很簡單
妳說依賴是我們的阻礙

就算放開但能不能別沒收我的愛當作我最後才明白

My Daemon

2007-12-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

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Takeshi Kaneshiro - HOTTTT!!

2007-12-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

Fragile

2007-12-08T00:09:00.001+08:00

Got a shock just now when my granddad called us and say he fell.

Me, my dad and mum rushed to open his door immediately. Thankfully, he was OK. Dunno how but somehow he slipped and fell in the kitchen on his bum. When we open the door to his house, he was sitting down on the living room floor next to the phone. I have no idea how he got there. I presumed he crawled from the kitchen all the way to the living room cos he didn't have the strength to walk. I didn't have the heart to ask him how exactly he got to the phone. =(

It sucks... The fear and that feeling that you might lose someone u love right there. It sucks...

Good thing it wasn't serious. Hopefully he will be alright tomorrow.

No matter how I prepare myself, no matter how much time I give myself. Eventually I will have to face it. We all have to face it. I know that it will be the saddest day of my life.

Gone to Krabi

2007-11-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah my bags are packed and i'm ready to go. Krabi here we come!! YEAH!!

Here's a peek at our itininary for the trip. =)

Friday 2nd Nov
Tiger Airways Flight TR188
Depart: 20:15
Arrive at Krabi: 20:55

Monday 5th Nov
Tiger Airways Flight TR189
Depart: 21:25
Arrive at SG: 00:10 (Tuesday)

We're staying at Ao Nang Sunset Hotel for the first night since there are no night boats over to Railay. 2nd and 3rd night will be over at Railay Bay Resort and Spa. Great view of the pool over the Andaman sea.. i cant wait to chill there on the beach chair. haa.. Heavenly....

See ya'all when i'm back!! *muacks*

Jeff Dunham - Achmed the Dead Terrorist

2007-10-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

This is so funny!!! hahaa

Where's Time?

2007-10-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

Been enjoying the "peace" the last couple of weeks to relax abit. Had the luxury to slack off school and take a tiny week break before next term starts. Just dun feel like thinking about anything. I dunno why but the question of whether i want to go out and work for another company or to strive on my own keep hitting me in the face last couple of weeks? It's quite weird, it's like how things around me in my life recently revolved around this one question.

I guess i have till April to figure this out properly. Everyone's question starts with the exact same words "What do you want?" and frankly, I dunno. I was offered an opportunity to "expand" by one of my client, had some beer n wings n a nice talk about this with Boo and Pris, my uncle asking what's my plan when i was over at my grandma's over the wkend, watching Nanny Diaries(with the same story plot, "what to do after i grad??"), people's conversation and even street signs reflects this question to me... Haunting really. haha. I take it as a sign that i need to try to figure this one out soon.

Before i know it, it's already mid oct. Gosh how fast can time flies? Time is good.. but it's depressing to think about time. ha.

It's kinda overwhelming to see everyone's life evolving in different directions and suddenly u realised u are still at the same spot 3 years ago. Gosh. Where did time go?

Looking forward

2007-09-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Thanks for all the encouragements people! Now i am no longer pissed or upset anymore, Cos it has come to the point the more u try to explain the worst it got, so instead of being upset, you just feel so annoyed why people are so ultra sensitive and you just cant be bothered about what they think anymore. :P

and yes ling u are right, if i treasure the friendship, i will definitely be the one to take the first move one. Which i did, so all the rest is up to her liao.. at the end of the day, i know i tried, so i cant be helped if the friendship is over becos of such a stupid misunderstanding... oh well...

Exams are finally over.. this new term only have 1 module. Hopefully it wont be that bad. I always looked forward to the end of the year cos there are so many holidays and most probably i will be able to take a trip and relax abit! I am truly tired out by both school and work this term, especially "that last mile" when we were rushing for submission.. That feeling where u are rushing to submit the project by 11.59 pm is really horrible lor......

Anyway looking forward to good things coming up!!! Really looking forward to the trip in November for T's bday!! heee! (Yes T!! I am THAT pathetic! hahahaa!!) Finally a break after all these madness... Looking forward to Sentosa this weekend with the clowns too! Looking forward to Christmas........ =)

When too much is enough

2007-09-18T01:40:00.001+08:00

when is enough? what is enough?
how do you know when you need to stop helping? to stop caring. Because after all the help and all the care, they just turned and stabbed you right in the heart and walked away and make it sound as if you are the one who is wrong instead.

it may seem silly to some why i will get so upset with school and my classmates sometimes.

but you forgot, it's not just school. The results are nothing.

It's the friendship you build with people while staying up late nights one after another, rushing reports, having meetings, joking around in class, laughing over lunch n dinner... just goofing around... seeing them almost every other day or at least once a week, you appreciates each other's hard work...

With many of you, this is how i built my friendship with you all too. It all started in school. How many of us have the chance to have friendship like this again after leaving poly or sec school. Not many.

So when they turn around and stab you. It bleeds.

You felt betrayed. You feel like you are being used. You feel terribly upset cos this may be the end of a friendship you built for 2 years. You feel like a fool tearing up while trying hard to finish the report cos they chose to desert you. After all the effort you put in to try to help with the project. All you get is a lousy phonecall, with a lousy "label" and a "loudspeaker".

Well, i'm just talking about one person here. But thinking back, not everyone is like C. the rest are appreciative and we thank each other for all our efforts. We know what we all do for each other, to help one another through school as we juggle work at the same time. Even if they didnt do much, at least we respect each other.

C says she is disappointed with me. I wonder what i did?? Because i am the one who is disappointed with her attitude here.

I dunno if i have the heart to talk to her in school tmrw. I thought about it the whole night, but its really just a stupid misunderstanding and she didnt even give me a chance to explain. Her reaction is just too crazy. I really dunno how to talk to her anymore cos i feel really hurt by her attitude. You dont talk to your good classmate of 2 years like that. You dont. Cos i didnt. And i wont.

We shall see how it goes tmrw....

Wake me up when September ends

2007-09-05T20:23:00.001+08:00

September seems pretty ok so far...

Bringing Kenji to swim at Sentosa was fun!! He can swim faster than me lor!!!! HA! Dang! I cant even swim yet!

After Your Highness pooped, we have to wipe his "royal ass".. He is so hyper can! But having him lying in my arms sleeping in the car is ultra sweet la... heehee! I am a good Godma ok! :P

Take a last look at my long hair. haha Decided to do a big change and my mum say she dun recognise me. Machiam got a new daughter. haha. is that a good thing or bad thing? hmmm....

hohoho...this is literally "getting all the troubles off my head". haha!

/\_/\_/\______________________

2007-08-31T01:44:00.000+08:00

Heartattack.

What is with my ENTIRE August? I think it's cursed! Ever since the beginning of the month, every single thing that can go wrong went wrong! Even things that couldnt possibly go wrong also went wrong. *Faint* Go figure! Things are all screwed up and i've been clearing crap the whole of august and nonstop heartattack sessions one after one another. First is endless work, then i received bad news about my granddad's health, LOUSY grade for assignment(The worst in my 2 years of study.. haiz..), MORE WORK problems, then more school projects problems and finally, the "ultimate case" just did it... aiyoh.. my lil' heart can only take so much... I dun think i have the strength to be "fire fighting" anymore... so really hope no more heartattacks...

Really burnt out for August. I'm glad today is the last day of August.

Welcome September and hopefully everything picks up and all will go SUPER well from now!!

Fireworks

2007-08-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

ok this sounds silly to many but cannot be my first fireworks experience meh? haha

First time i see fireworks "live", ok not really the first time if u count the time when i was like 3 years old? I have this very short baby memory of myself looking into the sky for like 3 seconds before i hang on to my mum for dear life cos the sound was so loud! But i dun have any memory of seeing the thing burst into life right infront of my eyes, i can only remember the sound of it.

Oh wait!!! suddenly i remember this other time when i was still working at T3. There was once i was working OT at night and they have fireworks going on at Boat Quay area so i could see from the office balcony. HAHA ok i guess it's not really my first la. :P

But nevertheless, its still the first time i go there just to SEE fireworks! :P

Here's the videos to it! Thanks Box for the upload! and yes u can almost hear the kuku me ooowwwing and awwwing with amazement. haha

Anyway it was a very nice experience minus the sweat and smell and crowd. Ha! but it's suppose to be smelly amd crowded! Feels cool to be standing admist the crowd and sharing the experience with so many. But how come not very loud? haha mebbe cos the firing area is far from where we are?

Anyway i have fun! And YZ u have to be there next time cos u are our "light"! haha u guide our way man... When we are lost, all we have to do is look up and try to find your head popping out of the crowd! haha you're the man!! Take care.

And Justme, how's life at home by yourself? HAHA!! Come out come out wherever u are!! :P

Round 4 - Seoul Garden & No.5

2007-08-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

Dinner at Seoul Garden with the clowns. 8 of the clowns had dinner altogether and the hopeless clown came late cos he is still sleeping when we called him. 2 of the clowns decided to transform themselves into "dumb blondes" and one of them can still be so happy that she is a "dumb blonde". HAHA!! Went to No.5 after dinner for a short drink. Duno which clown or clowns played a trick on me and put PEANUTS (cos No.5 have free flow of peanuts) into my bag. I went home with peanuts in my bag. I took out my camera but somehow i couldnt slot it back in. Guess what?! 2 peanuts stuck at the bottom of the pouch. *faint* Peanuts everywhere... The funniest part was when i went back to change the shoes they got me cos they were the wrong size.(its ok now everyone know i am a size 5! haa not 4.) The sales boy actually handed me a handful of peanuts and asked if i still want them?! LOL!! so malu la.. i was trying so hard to explain that it was my idiotic friends who played a trick on me by putting peanuts all over my bag and stuff. I didnt know they put inside the shoebox as well. HAHAH!!! Pengz...

Anyway dinner was great! Love the pressie and the company! Thanks for everything guys! Thanks Jun for planning the whole thing and whoever who helped her. heee!! Oh Thanks Phil, Rude and Jun for putting up with me for NBT(No Beef Table)! haha everytime if they sit with me they got to NBT! lol...

p/s: oh Happy Burpday too Blonde Bob!!! haha *hugz*

Every year on my bday i have to wish 2 other friends Happy Bday too! haha both are my good buds somemore.. but its disgusting i have to go buy presents for other ppl on my bday. lol...

Round 3 - Crystal Jade Korean BBQ

2007-08-07T02:46:00.000+08:00

Wah yesterday was good this is even better... lol.... I would marry that Korean chef right there and eat Kimchi for the rest of my life! hahahaa

This is just 6 of the side dishes. Still got seafood soup, seafood pancake(this is very good!!) and bbq chicken! This is the best Korean meal i'd ever ate! hahaa I am turning into such a food critic! Not too late to change line now right?

Full is the only word i can gather after the dinner! hahahaa... shoot.. tmrw still got another round of dinner with the clowns... *faint*

Round 2 - Jap place at Republic Foodcourt

2007-08-07T02:45:00.000+08:00

Ok wat kinda of name is Republic foodcourt? haha jus as i dun get Republic Poly. Haa ok nevermind it goes have a "gingle" to it once u say it out enough. heehee.

Food was good!!! haa.. better than sakura sushi. Its this little Jap place hidden inside the foodcourt. Quite a crowd during dinner time so its definitely good. Clever of my mates to reserve a table beforehand and we get to "cut queue"! heeee!! We had quite a lot of stuff n i almost stuffed myself to death! but it was good alright for a small restaurant inside the foodcourt. Price is pretty ok for the amt of food we ate! lol! Didnt get to take any pix cos i was too busy eating! Only have this pic of the little baby crabs they keep as pets in the shop. haa! They were so ultra kawaii..

This one i sure go back and eat again! Thumbs up!

Round 1 - Indulgz/Pitstop

2007-08-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

Met up with my dearies on Sat and we had dinner at Indulgz. Food wasnt as fantastic as we hope. Portions were pretty small but they were quite filling. Ok mebbe mine filling only. ha! the rest gobbled up their food very fast before i can take any pix! lol! I had the Portobello Burger which is like 2 portobello mushroom wrapping a chicken slice. Haaa.. mushroom very salty n chicken not much taste.. mebbe i really need to bite it like a burger! All in all, we concluded we wont go back again no matter how XX promotes it. :P I think its a nice place for a small crowd, mebbe can go with ur date. haa but not really that good for a group dinner cos everyone will finish the food VERY fast! but u can talk n eat slowly on a date.. hahaa *faint*

After dinner was Pitstop! haaa! I realised i got a talent in playing guessing games! Green n it hops = Frog plus "antenna" = GRASSHOPPER!!! lol!! Who can beat me on that! T is good at giving the clues man! The Cash n Guns game was very fun! I will never trust Box ever again! Idiot. HA!

Big Thank You to the 7 of you and u know who u are! =)
Thanks for the lovely (n expensive) bag, the ultra spastic card(HA!), JayChou's autograph!!(haha ya dun envy ok!!! My friends got connections!! LOL!) and T's specially homemade Brownie... Too bad Tyug, Ann and YZ couldnt make it. Else the "gaming session" will be even crazier! haa!

Anyway it feels great to "take leave" on my bday off school work althou in the end i think its kinda screwed up. And i feel abit bad that i wasnt around to help out. So i guess i just got to work double hard for the 2nd part of the assignment... hohoho...

Go - Hanson

2007-07-25T12:46:00.000+08:00

wow!! "MMMBop" has grown up! haha look at how cool they are now! They look Hot now! No more whiny "unbroken" voice.. lol Zac sound great man! They are now a cool rock band. hoho

This is them now...

and this is the "MMMBop" days! hahahaa!!!

Studio Shoot

2007-07-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

Had a photo shoot at a client's place yesterday. Havent touch photography for quite a while. I miss it quite alot. I miss the sound of the click of the shutter and the "in the moment" kinda feeling.

Here's a photo taken "secretly" during the shoot. Ha!

We set up a temp studio at the clients' place. I was around to help the models "change clothes". Men can be quite clumsy with womens' clothes and i cant afford to spoil those expensive dresses. hee! The shoot was quite fun! hee! But very tiring as it took one whole day just to take like 20 photos. Oh that's a mannequin, not a real model. Opps u can almost see the naked back of the other mannequin by the side. haa! :P

Everything in slow motion as it happens! no kidding!

2007-07-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

What's up with cab drivers nowadays!!

Hopped onto a cab this afternoon cos i was running late for a meeting with client. The uncle almost drove head-on into a van. He drove very fast too fast!! kuakuakua so i put on my seatbelt and became very alert with where he is going! and then... i saw it happen!!! The cars in front of us started slowing down cos it was heavy traffic. But the uncle accelerated!?!?!?! I was about to shout at him when he suddenly e-brake!!! Lucky i had my seatbelts on so i didnt fly out of my seat. He then swerved left and we went onto the left road shoulder! Heng we were on the last lane and there was a road shoulder! Else we would have bang right into the van and it would have been quite serious cos we were going very fast. No kidding. I saw the whole thing happen and I have the "whole life flashing across me moment" while i was thinking "shit! we're going to hit the van!!!" My whole heart just popped out. I even took down the cab number in case we really got into an accident. Luckily i reach the place in 1 piece.

2nd incident was the same day with Box on the way home from T's place. He drove like an F1 driver!!! He went from the 1st lane to the 3rd lane and then to the 1st lane again. He highbeam everytime he changes lane and he overtakes from the left. I didnt tell him off cos he was abit wierd scolding other drivers as he drive. The ultimate thing was right after we dropped Box off and we were at the traffic light at her place. There was 2 kids on bicycles at the traffic waiting to cross and we were suppose to turn right. So by right we need to wait for the kids to cross b4 we turn, but the uncle just turn right immediately on green! I could see it happen in slow motion again. The kids faces turned pale and stared at me while i zoomed past them less than 1 metre away. GOSH!!!! My heart nearly popped out again. While we were on Reservoir road, he overtakes a CONTAINER TRUCK(!!!!) and the whole car vibrates as he slam on the accelerator. I just prayed that i would reach home in 1 piece man.

Both times are in COMFORT cabs!!! What's wrong with cab drivers nowdays!! aiyoh lucky it wasnt my day yet else I think i would have died not once but twice today.

I think MRT safer..............

I cant wait for Transformers

2007-06-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

Ok this has got to be my MOST-WANTED-TO-WATCH-MOVIE of the year!!

Haha i cant wait for it to be released! Check out these 2 "audition tapes". lol! So cute! Laughed my arse off haha! I grew up watching Transformers, so it feels great to have a movie made of my childhood cartoons. lol. I wonder if we will have Captain Planet, Carebears and Smuffs next?? haha!

Insane schedules!!

2007-06-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

Totally PO with my lecturer. He is so irresponsible. He just disappear for 3 whole weeks without news and when he finally appear.. Not only was there no apology or reasons given, we still need to rush and hand in the assignment on time. Waste 3 weeks of our precious time for nothing!! Ridiculous...

I am so needing to go into "hibernation" from next week onwards till after my exams. This is a snapshot of what i need to complete within the next 3 weeks. Enjoy me while i am still alive this week my dear friends...

- 3 weeks worth of postings to do for online discussions
- Assignment 2 -> need to collect data, compile, analyse, prepare report of 20 slides & presentation(this is the stupid assignment which got delayed for 3 weeks. And we only have less than 2 weeks left to finish all this!!! ARGHHH!!!!
- Prepare ~~2000 words or more~~1000 word Essay for Exam 1 on June 30th (~~2000 words or more..~~ Gosh how much can i rememeber n write in 2 hours!?!...)
- Revise 19 chapters for Exam 2 on July 2nd (19 chapters!?!? sighhh....)
- Tutorial work to do for classes every week
- not forgetting work >> 3 projects on-hand + incoming 2 more + backlog of few other things to do

I wonder if i got time left to breathe, sleep and eat..... *sobsob*

Blast from the past

2007-06-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

Had a chat with 2 of my very old sec sch friends just now. They used to be my partner instructors during SJAB times. Got to know some updates of some other sec sch friends thru them. Dunno why i am curious and sad at the same time to hear about "them" again. I am weak. I am weak. HELPPP!! haha damn.

Its hard sometimes when u haven seen them for so long n u try to strikeup a conversation to catch-up. Luckily it was on MSN! hahaa! Dunno what to ask. What to say. I think those other friendships were too complicated to maintain too. I have the most complicated classmates and friendships in history ever i tell u! haha cannot fight one! I think my class goes down in history for my sec school. We are super onz one, we win all the awards u can ever dream of. We create the most trouble too sometimes! Go figure! haaha =P

They were perharps so complicated and tiring that i chose to slowly let them go in the end. Those were the days when u were young n ignorant and you win if u are loud enough.

Try this!!

2007-05-30T22:45:00.001+08:00

Haha see how well u know me?? Only 6 questions, very simple one! Hee!

Create your own Friend Test here

Out u go!

2007-05-29T13:52:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feel super sleepy!! Must be the maggi mee i just had! haha
Off to my facial to fix the illegal & unwelcomed "family gathering" of my "grandchildren". haa!! Hope i can banish all of them right there...

Finally i can have a breather from all the school crap. Have around 2 weeks to relax before all hell break loose again end of june. This term is shitte. Heard next term is no better too.. dang!

My comm presentation for the image project went ok. My mates must have found me too chim to understand, haa hopefully the lecturer gets wat i mean! *cross fingers*

Just threw out all my old contact lens cases(yes i have tonnes of case! lol) and solution and changed all to new case and brand new solution. SMall little thing but it makes me feel so good! haha it feels good to get rid of old bad things yeah! No matter how small they are! heh!

My grandpa got roses for his 85th bday

2007-05-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

and today wasnt even his bday, its next mth!

12 roses, a teddy bear and a balloon with a bday cake pic...

For a moment i tot my secret admirer sent the flowers to the wrong unit when i see the delivery woman with the roses, teddy bear and balloon! lol! Ok kidding la!! I wasnt thinking that... I just thought she was trying to sell my granddad flowers n balloon for charity or something when i open the door to the commotion.

Go figure! I got wierd relatives.. not that i can even call them my relatives since i haven even talk to them since i was like 7?

I was quite put off cos hello? not only was they on sale, what would a 85year old man need roses n teddy bear n balloon?! What about some tonic, ginseng, birdnest or something?? Or just a dinner treat? What happen to just pay him a visit instead of just coming once a year during CNY. What about just a phonecall? I think anything is better than buying something online just for convenience sake?

And the card signed off with english names that my granddad dun even recognise let say know who? I figured out it was them la.. who else? ya I dun even know their english names.. the only thing we have in common is our surname.. :P

Sane or insane

2007-05-22T11:33:00.000+08:00

Before i could scream stress! I am stressed! and before i can even destress.. i lifted it all off by complaining about it! haha

As some of you already know, my psychotic lecturer is well... psycho!! gosh the only break we got is lunchbreak throughout the whole day from 930am to almost 6pm. How insane? And punish me for needing to pee! I cannot take it anymore so i went and come back and guess what?! I'd missed one whole topic already! Yes he is that fast! Dang!! The rest of my classmates couldnt take it anymore too and 1 by 1 went to the loo too. Crazy stuffs.. and not forgetting we stayed up till almost 5am that morning to rush out an assignment that he set out just a day before and went to class straight at 9am. ZZZzzzz... stoned and verbal bashing all the way...

Lack of sleep and stress means my grandchildren(pimples) is happily having family gathering on my face. "Family gathering" also means eating to release stress...

haha I dun wan such "grandchildren" and "family gatherings" :P

劉耕宏-彩虹天堂

2007-05-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

Part I Jay's MV - Maple

Part II of the MV continued by his good friend 劉耕宏's new song - 彩虹天堂
So nice this song!! ok i really have to get my hands on 劉耕宏's album! heee Enjoy the 2 MVs yeah...

Bored and thinking

2007-05-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Its 1130pm on a sunday night and i am feeling utterly bored out of my mind.

I have tonnes of school work to do but i am absolutely so not in the mood. Just feel like slacking and dwell in the moodless night. Blogging seems like the only perfect thing to do right now. But what should i do after this? haha hmm i think i shall read till i feel sleepy, bought a few books the other day with my lovely kino voucher.

This is like one of those "thinking moments" one can get into from time to time. You think about what you are trying to achieve and what you wan to do. What's with your life and what could be better if not worst. Well at least i know i am not the only one who gets such. I believe everyone do too, if u dun, haha good for ya or shame on u?

There is this report recently about this gal who passed away due to overworking and on her last blog entry she talked about how tired she really felt and she wonders if she can make it through. She didnt.

Come to think of it, blogging is really something. But aint it scary that the next moment, that post might be the last post u will ever post and how it becomes your legacy?

I'm not depressed or anything la. haha I'm bored remember? So i am blabbering my thoughts. Anyway i was just thinking that to be alive is really a miracle in itself. To be living life itself is simply unexplainable. We move, we eat, we breathe, we talk, we love, we hate. You cant just decide that's it and tmrw is a blank, even if it is a blank, you are still living your life today. We can never get enough of it. Maybe that's y we constantly want to strive for the better, but i think sometimes along the way we forget? We forgot to consider people we love, people that cared for us, people who stood by you always, people that matters alot too. We forgot so many things along the way while we search or strive for the best of our life.

What or who have you forgot today?

Swifty oh yeah

2007-05-06T01:14:00.000+08:00

The most freaky thing happen today. I was driving Justme on the way to bugis from her house and we stopped at the traffic near her place. We were in the car waiting for the lights to turn green when the taxi beside me HONKED me. I was worried like "oh did i do something wrong with the car?!" I turned and guess wat?

Haha u will never guess man! My dad driving the cab right beside us! hahaha!!! OMIGOSH!! I mean how co-incidental can anything else get? haha of all the traffic lights, of all the places, of all the cars and moons and stars, i actually stop right next to my dad's cab at the traffic! lol!! His passenger at the back smiled back at us too. I bet she was quite amused too.

Quite fun driving the car around today, although Justme and Box almost stressed to death cos they need to help me look for the highway exits and roadsigns! hahaha :P

I need to name the car! Quick someone help me think of a nice name!

Kazu Sumiyaki

2007-05-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

Stupid Rude Kawliflower have to tempt me with her beautiful pix taken in Japan. haha Well unlike her, although I didnt get to fly to japan, I got to visit a pretty authentic Japanese restaurant today! Kazu Sumiyaki at Cuppage. Courtesy to Mel! haha Thank you lady boss for the treat! I think its like so not cheap.. not cheap.. I can so imagine Jun giggling if she ever read this cos she got a free treat too! haha

Almost everything comes on a small skewer, quite interesting! We have so many different items i cant even remember what i had? haha eat until i super full! I can remember the yummy sweet potatoe, the crab n pumpkim crocket? (how to spell? ha!!), Marbled Pork with apple! (think this is the best! YUM!!) n so much more.. haha then after that we can still go to NYDC for mudpies.. man are we power gals with rubber tummy or wat! haha

Only disappointing thing is that the crowd there is all old jap guys.. lol...

Been driving around these few days! haha quite fun man! I'm like a part-time nanny cum driver now. Got to fetch my nephew to and from class since my dad is out driving cab now. That gives me lotsa opportunities to practise my rusty parking. I love this car! YEAH!

Insomnia bug

2007-04-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

I am so tired right now. But still got tonnes of things to do. Decided to take a breather by blogging. Taking a break is jus an excuse cos i feel like grumbling... hehe.

I'm so tired becos insomnia again last night. (T- oh no ur insomnia bug passed on to me liao... haha) No lah insomnia cos of the super power TehBing i drank b4 class! Its so power it made me stay awake the whole night. U know the dreadful feeling of how you lay awake in bed but u are so tired yet u cant fall asleep. Horrible... I can literally feel the sun rise up. Dang! Just when i tot i'm finally drifting into dreamland, my nephew came into the room to disturb me. bleh~

Taking one of the most horrid units (3rd year unit) Marketing Research this term. As the course name states, LOTSA RESEARCH to do.. which means... i REALLY need all the help i can from YOU ALL!! haha yes YOU who reading this!! Dun run away when the time comes k.. heehee!! You can claim lifetime-friendship-loyalty points from me or cookies. haha!

On another note, i was supposed to liase with some clients way in China for some stuffs and my client asked me "can u speak chinese? can right?" haha i tot that was an interesting question. But I do have some problem trying to find the right Mandarin word to fit into my sentense. e.g. I will usually say "可以帮我upload这几个files在server吗?" All of a sudden i am lost for words when i'm trying to find the Mandarin word for "upload, files and server" hahaha... I think that poor guy have such a hard time trying to communicate with me, even thou we were both speaking mandarin. he must think i am such a freak by speaking english and Mandarin in the same sentense. haha oh n did i mention how fast he talks??!! I'd only managed to catch the last few words of every sentense kuakuakua.. 和中国人比，我们的华语真的是有够烂!! 哈哈哈...

ok back to solving some bugs... GAMBATTE!! March on! lalalaaaaa....

Scientists find most Earth-like planet yet

2007-04-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

Excerpt from CNN.com

WASHINGTON (AP) -- European astronomers have found the most Earth-like planet outside our solar system, and here's what it might be like to live there:

The "sun" wouldn't burn brightly. It would hang close, large and red in the sky, glowing faintly like a charcoal ember. And it probably would never set if you lived on the sunny side of the planet.

You could have a birthday party every 13 days because that's how fast this new planet circles its sun-like star. But watch the cake -- you'd weigh a whole lot more than you do on Earth.

You might be able to keep your current wardrobe. The temperature in this alien setting will likely be a lot like Earth's -- not too hot, not too cold.

And that "just right" temperature is one key reason astronomers think this planet could conceivably house life outside our solar system. It's also as close to Earth-sized as telescopes have ever spotted. Both elements make it the first potentially habitable planet besides Earth or Mars.

Astronomers who announced the discovery of the new planet Tuesday say this puts them closer to answering the cosmic question: Are we alone?

Me and my hair

2007-04-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

Went to look for mr andy to highlight my hair as he is finally in town! Cant stand my ugly fringe cut previously by an amateur at the salon near my house. Andy to the rescue! yeah!!

Anyway was thinking of trying out perming.. although i know need to take care of it abit mafan but abit sian of my straight hair for so long le.. hehe. After the highlight mr andy say he can set my hair for me so i can take a look at how i look with permed hair. haha so i tried!!

and this is the results!!

i like~~~~~~ haha ok hopefully the actual perming will look better.. this is rather messy haha!

So i decided i shall perm my hair the next time he is in town!! yipppeeee! so exciting! haha

No title

2007-04-19T01:33:00.000+08:00

Wow havent sheesha-ed for a long time. The 2 elders went there to celebrate little ann's bday. haha hmm decided that i dun like sheesha that much, it makes my throat very dry n i'm having a headache now.. mebbe grape flavor makes me giddy.. i dunoo.. heh.

Went Ikea this afternoon with my bro mum n dad. Bought a nice comfy swivel chair (finally!) and new phone for the house n other stuffs.. Dad still quite "anal" with the new car. Everything has to be done his way. As usual.. i am not saying anything so i am letting him have his way for now. Once he get over that protective phase he will be "less anal" about things..

This is wat i call the "middle-child syndrome". (we were just talking abt it jus now at sheesha ha!). Quite used to it liao.. The smartest thing to do is to just walk away without saying a word if u dun wan a lecture. Well..at least i know where i get my "strong-headness" from.. haha!

Think everyone is in a foul mood recently. I try to sleep more n think less.. haha

Number 33

2007-04-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

Exams finally over but the new term starts again... 1 more year to go n i will be done and i cant wait!!!! There is a plan to go tour Aussie when we grad! haha hopefully i can save enough $$ by then... Meanwhile, it's one term at a time, one module at a time. I am getting so sick of all the report writing and presentation to work on... *pukes* n the stupid busy weekends taken up by class and exams. Sorry frens, if u hate my schedule then imagine me being me. Bleh~

Someone drove a Porche to class today. @#&$(!@&# that rich shit whoever it is.. haha!! The $$ for that car can feed maybe 200,000 african kids for many months k...kuakuakua...

The recent pay issue is quite "entertaining" indeed. Not only do I find it so amusing that when A sings, B dances and C hums along, its like scenes of a ch8 drama series unfolding sl0wly...n i mean those with the lousy expected plot. Remind me again what is it about the widening income and social gap? sighh...

Went to watch "The Reaping" after our last paper with the mates. We went bugis to eat mala steamboat after the movie. Had a fill and good laughs. It feels great to unwind after the papers. =) Celebrated Tam's bday at Can with a nice cake.

We got our car!! Went down and collected the car with my dad on tues. Hee! Niceeeee.. its a roaring sunlight copper suzuki swift! hee! and its definitely better to drive than the previous ah pek toyota, mebbe partially becos its auto? hahaa but then i think the steering and handling still feels much better. Got a nice carplate combi too.. haha just think of my name.. haha :P

I need new motivations and new interests. hmmm I have these 2 things that i wan to learn next! Swimming(i know! i been talking abt this forever.. :P) and a musical instrument! haha both things are what i always wanted to learn but never got the chance when i was young. Got this motivation to take music lessons suddenly the other day while daydreaming in the mrt.. perharps i can start now? ha! Hmm thinking maybe piano? guitar? lol! Imagine me going for piano lessons at this age.. haha but then never too old to learn isnt it? haha ok ok save up save up!!!! piano lessons is ex... oh anyone know how to play piano teach me la?? haha!

Music and Lyrics

2007-04-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

Watched this with Min a couple of weeks back. Lovely movie! haha i am always a sucker for sweet love stories.. lol..

Love this scene. This song he wrote is so sweet. If u watch the movie u will know wat i mean. Ha! The other song is nice too! hee... enjoy bah..

“Don’t Write Me Off” by Hugh Grant from the movie Music and Lyrics

It’s never been easy for me to find words to go along with the melody
But this time there’s actually something on my mind
so please forgive these few brave awkward lines
since I met you my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past but somehow you’ve brought me back
and I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said “Relax”
And Now I know based on my record I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you is don’t write me off just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself the same old story
that I’m happy to live off my so-called former glories
But you’ve given me a reason to take another chance
now I need you despite the fact that you’ve killed all my plants
And Now I know I’ve already blown more chances than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you is don’t write me off just yet
Don’t write me off just yet

"Way back into Love"

Nada Sousou - Tears For You

2007-03-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

I cant remember when's the last japanese movie that made me cry like this. Sobsob. Hmmm...

Anyway touching movie. Definitely need tissue...

Catch the trailer on youtube!

BTW Satoshi is HOT!! haha love his smile! so nice. He look much better than in Waterboys. =) Thanks Box for the free movie! heeeheee... I love my friends and their jobs! haha

2007-03-24T01:40:00.001+08:00

I love the sound of rain
I love the smell of wind
I love the sight of rainbow
I love the warmth of my bed

what do you love?

Not ready to make nice

2007-03-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

Dixie Chicks

Wow.. Super powerful song! Love it!
Love the violin solo.. love the powerful vocals! Anyone has their album? heh!

Country chix to Emmys winning chix! Way to go ladies...

a short priceless note

2007-03-10T14:52:00.000+08:00

Stupid blogger has merged with google and we have to use our google email to login from now on instead. It's so annoying becos i can never remember my gmail email(cos i dun use it) n i have to try login in so many times b4 i can get it right.. bleh.. I still prefer using my short blogger nick than the ultra long email. Baka lah. :P

It's crazy how quickly days passes as i see how fast my nephew grow up. It's crazy when u have a kid in the house. They grow up everyday. They do things that surprises you, anger you, amuses you, annoys you everyday but u love them no matter what. I wonder if we will still be so close when he grow up next time. Will i still be the hippy aunt that he can go to? Maybe yes, maybe not. Who knows. ha!

Memories. You cant go back in time but u can hold onto them.

They are sweet, good to have, hard to forget. Simply Priceless.

Love shouldnt come with a price tag. =)

Too fast too furious

2007-03-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

Tests tests and more tests... Reports and more reports... Exams and more exams. sigh... this is my life now. Nothing is going into my brain at the moment as i try to study for sat's test... But I'm glad so far all my prev efforts for reports n presentations have paid off well so at least efforts not wasted. Hope i can continue this till the end.... I'm tired.

I think i need to detox.... also need to sleep earlier else my complexion is getting from bad to worst. bleh...

I also need to work on a financial plan else i will die/retire a poor old woman living in hdb void deck with no $$$$!! haha so Show me the $$$!! Aiyo i think basically i just need more time. Why so fast ah? MARCH LIAO! kuakuakua~

Learnt something new today in comm class part 2. People are congruent, which means they do not like to accept something new and they will tune out those negative information, its hard to change their minds when they have already decided wat they want in the first place. Oh it's actually researched and proven. Basically we all form concepts or decisions on issues based on our experience, values, etc and we tend to stick to that decision no matter how the media influence us. Other than those fencesitters or those weak at mind and heart, they will be influence to change their mind when induced by the mass media. For eg will u change your fav brand of toothpaste if u see a new ad on another toothpaste? Chances are you will stick to buying the brand that u like becos its good and u like it and u are used to it. Ha I think it's quite true and it can apply to different areas of our life too.

So there u go, u learnt something new from me too today! haha

ok time to go back to studying.. Sighh... test test test... lalalaaaa..
Be well my little brain, be still my little heart.

My Pitstop's Niulang

2007-02-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

The day 6 clowns + Cath (bday clown's gf) went to pitstop for kai's bday. The day i was officially appointed Weave Girl by Rude clown after i told her my lunar bday is 7th day of 7th month, which apparently is "Cow boy" and "Weave girl" lunar bday. (oh watch ch8's 9pm show if u dunno wat the Niu lang Zhi Nu i talking about! haha hmm i dun mind if my niulang is as cute as Elvin Ng! haha!)

Anyway there are no Niu lang(not giggolo la... ha!) aka cowboy at pitstop.. only little blue pepper guy there.. I call him Niulang cos he's the cutest thing there. haha!

He tried to steal my sotong ball during the game of Jenga when i wasnt paying attention. But good thing i spotted him b4 he can run off with my sotong ball.

I gave him a french fries instead, but he's still pissed over the sotong ball so he threatened to kill himself by lying right there by the Jenga while Cath concentrates really hard...

Opps!!!!! Luckily Niulang managed to get out of it alive!

After the near-death incident, i decided to give him his sotong ball...

and more fries... he wants ketchup somemore.. greedy fellow...

he attack the vegs as well.. boy is he hungry!

Stay tuned for the next episode when Niulang got home and found out....

We left our mark on the wall at the end of the day. Hey wait, we are not monkeys we are clowns lah... haha!

P/S: I lost almost ALL of my recent photos after the freak delete accident... only managed to salvage those that i managed to backup b4 that.. but all else is gone... sighh.. that is what happen when your hands and brain start to "dis-coordinate" n u hit 'enter' faster than ur brain can stop you. Little sleep for the past few days didnt help either.. sob...

I think i am slowly evolving into a pig... haha!

I cant think of a title now that i'm in shock!

2007-02-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

Random thoughts... I dunno wat else to blog. I got to start somewhere...

Everyday we learn something new. The matter/problem might not be new, the solution might be there all the time but one can just refuse to see it or to face it. When u finally do, u learn something new. Makes sense?

Recently working on a sch report on how communications between people can be so diverse and it got me thinking. We all see different things everyday, we might be in the same situation but why do we all get different results or opinions at the end of the day. How does one communicates with another effectively? The way u said something might be interpreted another way, or what u said is not what u really meant. Or why is it that what u said can be misinterpreted by everyone? That is the case when the whole class n tutor interpreted THIS project report that i'm working on to be a group project but turns out it's suppose to be an individual report with a group theme. How did that happen?? Communication breakdown in a communication class. Classic i tell u!

Feelings, what are they? Emotions? Thoughts? Communicating all these takes skills and many of us lack this department someway or another. Perharps there should be a school of thoughts, school of feelings just like school of communications. ok i am babbering i know. ha!

At the end of the day, we take home what we get from the day. Thoughts, feelings, knowledge, whatever. It never stops. Reading T's latest entry make me think about my own situation with my family. Life is never easy and we must all appreciate our family more when we have them. Now i dun argue with my idiot bro anymore, perharps cos we're both grownup now. But mostly because his attitude is better now after he enlisted in army. Other than that, i will try to help in however i can, $$$ wise. I think its the same with friends or relationships. Appreciate and treasure them when u have them but its always the case when u lose them then u want them more. I'm glad i still have most of the ppl i treasure in my life.. =)

oh SHIT!!!!!! damnation of multitaskng. I accidently deleted all my photos when i'm trying to back them up. KAOZZ!! Talk abt treasuring things when u have them!!! ARGHHH now i lost all my photos at one shot. I feel a pain in my heart. Damnit!!!!!!! ok i need to go try if i can recover them.. ouch my heart...

Sleepy mood

2007-02-02T13:38:00.000+08:00

Finally i can login to my blog... IE sucks! I'm on FireFox now. lol.

This term is gonna be damn busy. For school, I have 5 projects, 3 presentations, 1 midterm, 2 final exams from now till march. So means every week either i have proj to hand in or i have presentation, else i need to be mugging for the tests. Not to mention midterm is CNY week, i shall be missing lotsa mahjong sessions this year.. sobsob..

Work ah work, need to find more new projects...

I'm falling asleep as i type this. Its 145pm. haha! why like that? Must be becos this is such a boring entry talking abt sch n work... :P

"Where's the music to heal my soul?"

9 Crimes

2007-01-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

lovely sad song. Damien Rice is the King of sad love songs. His songs are just so sad that it's so nice. I think his new album is alright so far. But somehow i still prefer his previous album. Mebbe the new songs haven really stuck to me yet. ha! But i love this song 9 Crimes.

Enjoy the vidz, Wonderful vocals by Lisa too. So Nice!!

9 Crimes
Vocals by Damien Rice & Lisa Hannigan

leave me out with the waste
this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place
to be thinking of you
it's the wrong time
for somebody new
it's a small crime
and i've got no excuse

is that alright?
give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright?
if u don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
is that alright?
give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright
with you?

leave me out with the waste
this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place
to be cheating on you
it's the wrong time
she's pulling me through
it's a small crime
and i've got no excuse

Back in one piece

2007-01-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

We're back in one piece from HCM. Hmmm well all i can say is i will only go vietnam once in a lifetime. Ha. Its those places where u visit once n its enough.

Shop. Bargain. Bargain. Bargain until tired of shopping. We have to cut at least 60% off the price they quote us cos they know we are tourists. Shopping n bargaining have never been this hard. Soon we grew tired of shopping. haaa.. Food was not fantastic at all, its either too blend or too salty. Heee. Lotsa MSG in their food. We ended up enjoying the western n thai food more. Their famous "Pho" (noodles) is alright but i find it too MSG! Famous springroll was not too bad but nothing tooooooo fantastic.

Visited the Notre dame Cathedral, Opera house, central post office, war remnants museum(certain parts quite gruesome n sad), Beautiful architectures with lots of history. Shopped at Ben Thanh and Andong Market. Weather was so HOT, i heard SG rained everyday when we were away. kuakuakua.

Last day at the airport was mindbogging! As box put it, "a series of unfortunate events". Never have i had such a "happening" day. Never been this "blur" n "forgetful" especially when traveling in a foreign place, i call this "the curse of the VND(their currency - vietnam dong)". Well i'm glad i'm back in one piece but it came with a bigggggg hole in my pocket. Any form of donations from sympatheisers are most welcomed... Please call HOTLINE 1800-help-cush to donate food, clothes, $$, hugs & love to support cush.

DELICIOUS coconut ice cream and Vietnam coffee! YUMMY!!! oh i think these 2 items are the best of what we had in Vietnam. haaa! Their coconuts desserts are good. The coffee is so strong that i cant sleep that night! wooooo....

Beautiful sunset view from our hotel, 17th storey.

I love these 2 art pieces, they're made of "lacquer", eggshells and seashells. We hunted high n low to get them n have to bargain so hard for a good price! I got the "lotus gal" for myself and "The kiss" for my sis. They are so precious to me especially after the whole "hoohaa". I'm just glad i got them back in the end. =)

Hmm i will load the rest of the photos on my yahoo account not here.

Crazy but memorable.

Saigon - Ho Chi Minh City

2007-01-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

We are going to the land of Uncle Ho, Mr Ho Chi Minh that is. haaa!

We're flying on "hu hang" aka Tiger Airways. heh! Will be checking out the budget terminal for the first time. Anyway here's our flight details as below if u wanna know...

Flight is about 2 hours. Vietnam is 1 hour behind.

Departing
From Singapore to HCMC
Wednesday 10th Jan 2007
Flight TR328 - Depart SIN at 12pm and arrive in HCM at 1pm (viet time)

Inbetween
Hmmm we didnt really plan the trip, listed a few places that we should check out only, other than that i guess we will just go there and explore our way around. =)

Return
From HCMC to Singapore
Saturday 13th Jan 2007
Flight TR329 - Depart HCM at 130pm(230pm SG) and arrive in SIN at 425pm.

ok i'll be back before you even know it! Dun miss me! ha! :P

*singing* my bags are packed and i'm ready to go.. lalalaa... I'm leaving on a jet plane...

Purple Paint Day

2007-01-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1030 this morning. Excited to start my paint job for the day. hee!

Had an early lunch at 1115...

1145 - I prepped myself with the equipment and started my painting day...

1215 - moved away my bed and everything else in the way with my mum's help.. aiyoh so damn heavy.. started painting.. hmm I like the colour.. hee! I handpicked it at the shop. =)

2pm- Gosh! This is not easy...

cos the texture of the walls are like this.... but i got the hang of it as i go along..

315pm - Getting very tired from all the brushing action, decided to doodle on my wall! haaa! Was gonna write "Shann's new wall" but realised i got not enough space! haaa! ok bad "agaration" i know... ;p tired it cant think that straight la...

4pm - DONE!!!!! Finally... Painted the rest of my walls with fresh white paint...

530pm - Moved back all my furnitures.... and TADUH!!! My brand new room with nice painted walls.. Oh my curtains are babyblue, my wall-shelfs are green(u cant see from this angle) and my wall is purple/Majestic Optima (name of the paint colour apparently)! Yeah!!! all my fav colours.. muahaha!

oh not forgetting my cute "Majestic" power sockets! haa!!!

Phew~ what a tiring day..But totally happy with my achievements! haa! My mum got so enthu and decided we should paint the living room as well! ha! Therefore i slogged for another 3 hours after dinner...

930pm - I surrender liao... my arms are aching... but so happy my house is now so WHITE with all the fresh paint! haha!

1230 - Laid infront of the tv unable to move all my limbs. Here i am blogging in my room now, still admiring my new wall.. heee!

Wow! its 2007 already..

2007-01-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

I had a great xmas this year (technically speaking its last year) despite being ill! I was so tired out cos i'd been going out almost every day and staying out overnight or till very late, esp after the chalet but it's all worth it. It's quite taxing but i'd managed to squeeze in so many dinners altogether within this 2 weeks with all my dear friends. It feels great especially its after exams. Had dinner with new friends, old friends, dearest friends, long-lost friends, my family and classmates. I think this is the most fulfilling and meaningful xmas i ever had. Haha! Did i mention lotsa lovely xmas presents too... so Thank you all!! =)

Nice simple potluck with the mates at tam's place on xmas eve. Somehow we ended up with 2 logcakes. ha! Went to watch "Night at the museum" at Cathay after dinner. Great show! haa! After that I rush down to Rouge for xmas countdown with the gals, tam and Sean. Crowd and music was so-so only that night but the company was great. hee! Lunch at ling's with the gang the next afternoon and nice gift xchange session. Went home for my very first family "xmas dinner" at my sis's new place (yes jus across the road next block). I just had bread with curry chicken (yum!!) since i was still full from the late lunch. It was just a simple home cooked dinner but it felt nice cos everyone and my ah gong was also there. Its also more meaningful since its xmas. Went off after dinner to catch "Kim huey" aka Curse of the golden flower back with the gang. Hmm plot was ok, not too bad but abit put off by all the "incest" and killing among the own family, royal family somemore.. worst! Jay put up a brave act but ermm he still need more work on his acting lah. ha! but good effort overall la..

Slept my boxing day away as i was so tired after the xmas "stage running" and it rained the whole day. Then followed by chalet with lotsa games and laughter. Managed to have a nice dinner at an Italian restaurant with the old SJAB mates in between the 2 nights of chalet. I was literally stoned during dinner since i only slept 4 hrs the night b4. But still i enjoyed myself at dinner as its really nice to see them all again after so many years. Missed those times with them, imagine all the saturdays, daily after sch "activities", trainings and camps and games and endless fun and madness i had with them. Although they are not my classmates, they are definitely the best chapter of my sec sch life. Funny thing was after so many years le, they still disturb me and R. Hee! I haven seen him for like hmm.. 8 years since? Too bad Ping didnt make it else the old gang would be reunited. Oh man.. times really flies, i'm glad we all still managed to keep in contact. Its fortunate R found me through friendster too and we all managed to get him to come for dinner. Everything still feel pretty much the same although we all haven seen each other very often all these years, everyone was the same old crappy lot. ha! We went to No5 for some drinks after dinner. After 3 lychee martinis, lotsa pix taking and goofing around, I was totally braindead already by the time i went back to chalet. heh.

Had a nice New Year countdown at Shaun's. Little sleep again. ha! My eyebags are both crawling on the floor already... Had a great day shopping with Min at Vivo today. We watched Aniki's Confession of pain! Niceeeee!! Aniki was woooo.. totally perfect la... What can i say??.. Tony leong who? ha! :P Min ask me this question to choose between Aniki or Andy lau.. ha! Since its Andy Charming Lau i gave it some thought for a few more seconds.. haha Aniki lah of cos! We're bo liao i know.. haha!

Hmm what's next for the new year? I dunno. Vietnam HCM trip is on next week! yeah! Pilates class start next sun too. Seems like a good beginning for the year. Swimming classes next perharps? ha! who can teach me how to swim?? There's another year or so to go for sch. Hopefully work can get somewhere better this year else i may have to look for a new job soon on top of my current work... 2006's been a year full of learning for me with many ups and downs. Many precious moments gained, many new friendships, many old moments recaptured, many first time trying many new things.. I'd even managed to get back in contact with Aunt Cecelia(for those who dunno, she's my as-close-as-my-godmum maid back when i was young) again. I tot i will never be able to see her again since she went back philipines 8 years ago, oh another relationship regained after lost for 8 years. wow! Its really been a tough but meaningful year.. What can i say! I feel i'd seen so many things this year and i'd really grown too. I cant remember much of what i did for 2002, 03, 04, like i fell asleep while living like that, but woke up during 05 and started living my 2006.. ha!

I guess i can only hope for a better 2007, perharps even as meaningful and fulfiling as 2006 had been. And Yes World Peace as Always! No natural disasters... No Wars.. More LOVE everyone!!

Happy New Year y'all!! =)

"Lucky" me

2006-12-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

Finally exams are over! haaaaa! Nasty paper.. can only hope for the best once again. :P

But i cant be too happy yet. The crappiest thing to happen was to kenna Food poisoning the day after my exams. Haven even enjoy myself abit and i have to stay home and puke for 3 days. All thanks to lunch after my paper on sat at TPY foodcourt. Spent my whole sunday puking nonstop, i hate food poisoning.. weak n yucky from all the puking... By noon, i'm practically halfdead and I finally cant stand it anymore and went to see doc, but since its a sunday my usual doc is not around so i have to brace the stupid rain n struggle my way to the 24hr doc 4 busstops away... I tot i will just pass out right there while waiting for a cab standing in the rain with an umbrella... bbrrrrrr.... I guess i'm lucky enough to recover quickly but i dun think i will be able to enjoy the best of all my xmas dinner plans.. :(

Went Sakura with the clowns last wed, as expected i didnt eat much. hoho. The clowns banned me from eating too.. sobsob.. In order not to LS so much (ha!), i ate double dosage of meds that afternoon (with doc's permission of cos) and was feeling Double drowsy! Go figure! I dunno how i can still run so many errands despite being soooooooo drowsy... Went to get Pris's present, bought a new phone and shop xmas gifts at the same time! haa but i have to admit i cant remember what the salesgirl said about the phone. lol. i think i'm given some free VA services which i will normally reject, but since i'm incapable of making impt decisions i decided to take whatever she offers me that day. lol... now i got to call in and cancel those nonsense services.. lalalaa...

Went No5 after dinner, I didnt drink as i'm on meds. Plain water girl. Had a bit of fun and goofing around playing pool there b4 going home.

And this is what happen when u are on double doses of meds. See what i wrote for Pris's present! hahaha! baka me...

Crap!

2006-12-15T01:40:00.000+08:00

I just switched to Blogger beta and i lost my previous post!!
wah liew.. angry ah... Brrrrr... =(

urgh.......

Moon

2006-12-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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haha so this explains why i need to always remember to take my medication. haha! no wonder i always siao siao whenever i forget to take meds.. hohoho!!! lalala...

Those were the days...

2006-12-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too. (ohhh and Gummy bears! Captain planet!)

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too. (and the red tablets the dentist/teacher makes u chew.. eeeuw~)

3. You know what SBC stands for. (Singapore Broadcasting corporation lor..)

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week inclass. (wooo.. i miss this!)

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack. (this i cant remember..)

6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school. (message pagers were the coolest man..)

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP!when pressed. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket. (bus rides only cost 15cents lor...)

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day. (I wonder where Sharity Elephant gone?)

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who'sVinny the little vampire and Acai the constable. (oh dun forget Bookworms! ha i'm a huge bookworm fan! I think i have every single edition lor!)

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on theseat to see the scenery. (I sat MRT when i was like Primary 3 or 4? My aunt brought me with her cos i nv sit mrt b4.. so sua ku...)

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50. (Those were the days...)

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls. (ermm i prefer My little pony and Carebears! haaaa)

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street. (~~Ho Ho Ho~~~ Ha ha ha~!!)

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changesevery week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. (ohh i miss the $0.50 HERO chocolate bun!!!!)

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives. (I dun remember this.. but always damn excited when we have KFC chicken, used to taste so much better. I only remember long john silver as being a "high class restaurant" and my dad will bring us there to eat at Bedok last time... Yes high class! I very sure! haaa.. )

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative. ( I say idiot alot! haa now i still say IDIOT alot!! Shit! ohh.. and Shit too! hahaa)

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow. (haaa i always rub with the ink eraser n then tore up my workbooks! lol!!)

21. CDIS were your bestfriend

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths. (what is computer?! i think i touch my first computer when i was sec one?!, it was in DOS somemore.. and properly used one when i went Poly lor.... Yes i dun even know wat is right click during then! haaaa...)

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. (haaa!)

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court. (I play zeropoint n hopscotch n catching alot! heee!)

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too... (5 stones! haaaa i was good at that! :P)

26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the mostimportant plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish. (hahaa.. so true.. angsana, lalang... guppies... so fascinating!)

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our min ds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges forbeing a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc. (Dont have le.. but i remember joining Gardening club but end up playing with tadpoles at the sch pond every day!!! hahaa)

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'. (yaa i always tot that's stupid.. why wd i use a file with Happy national day on it when 1000000 other kids have it as well! haaaa)

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes. (BATAAAAAA!)

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English. (I love my form teacher! lol~)

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes. (haaa yup! always do this last time.... I even went to school in slippers before lor forgot my sch shoes! hahaa!!! )

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. (wahh i think i only got like $1 when i was P6)

38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall. (I like him.. haaaa)

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl. (Alamak!! I always queue infront one lor.. HAHHAA!!)

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys. (hmm gals play eraser too lor! haaa and we are good man! Kutu Kutu!)

42. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget". (haaa i got tonnes of Forget me Not... Roses are red.. violet are blue....blah blah)

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable. (no le.. i pack my bags k.. hahaa)

WOW!! so nice memories.. Days were so good when we were young. =) I dun wanna grow up...

Let's play a game..

2006-12-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

Let's play a game.. and its call "whose been reading this blog"?

How to play:
1. If you are reading this, u are required to participate already..
2. Post your nick, date n time of when u read this blog in the comments of this post. If somehow u cant post in comments, then tag it! ;P
3. If u read and then go away without posting, you will have a very FAT xmas! :P

Purpose of this game is becos:
1. Blog owner is bored and got nothing better to do...
2. Blog owner wonder how come the visitors count increases so fast everyday but she dun have THAT many friends in the first place...
3. Unless her friends check on her blog everyday....
4. Unless her friends also bored and got nothing better to do like her... hmmm...
5. Maybe other blog owner also bored n nothing better to do and start to post this little game on their blog too and she will be the first to originate this and mebbe she will strike it rich all becos she is bored and nothing better to do so she came out with such a game which actually made her rich n famous online.. *breathe* wah wat a long sentense altogether..
6. ok.. *earth calling cush * i'm just bored and nothing better to do la...

Report.Exams.Xmas.Food.

2006-12-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

Xmas is around the corner! Did part of my xmas shopping already... heh! Pocket got hole le but then still cant resist when i see these nice gifts that i can give my dear friends! hee!

Hope our Port Dickson/Malacca roadtrip for Xmas will pull off! I need a vacation badly man! :( Everyone is doing a fair bit of travelling already this few months, so doesnt leave us with much options. Whatever happen to my "Kimchi-land" Korea? sighh anyway i got no $$ now, cant go too... Sayonara Japan too...

Report is halfdone due this sat. Exam(only 1 paper this term! yeah!) is 2 weeks away on 16th Dec. Kaozz.. does it always have to fall on Box's bday. Not that i can help that gal... ;p

Dbl 0 on wed - Free booze is always cool. We sat near the bar to have "easy access" to the drinks. Ha! Didnt get too high though, controled it well and nice. ;) Nice to see Yas again after so long, she's been flying ard so much that she missed so many of our outings. Pam showed off her new tattoo! heh. We got sick of dbl-o so we decided to speed off to Zouk. Definitely better music - Mambo night! Bumped into Daren literally while we were trying to get into Phuture. ha!

Trip to Ikea on thurs with Box, Justme and Ivan was replaced with dinner at Tampines zichar. HA!! Crazy queue to go Ikea plus highway jammed! We made a wise decision to stick to just dinner. Food was good!! I didnt know tamp got such nice zichar! oh yes i bite happily into the chicken wing with no hesitations! haaa! ;) So nice! Damn i got to watch my weight with all the "no hesitation" eating going around without braces! haaa!

The silliest thing happen again with the clowns the other day. Its the first time we went for a movie, end up only 4 ppl can make it. It was suppose to be SSF "Scary Shuyi Friday" where we were suppose to watch the horror movie 9:56. But "someone" didnt book the tickets, i was ard orchard earlier so i went to get the tickets, end up 9:56 tickets were sold out already. Next the most exciting part! Deciding on another movie to watch, Rude and Pam want to watch Saw 3 but Lina and I refused to watch that gross show! haha after like half hour of arguement over the phone, we decided that Rude and Pam will go watch Saw 3(YUCKSSSS! grosss! so sadist! Ha!) and me n Lina go catch "The last kiss". HA!! First movie outing n we split theatre! LOL! Classic man! Now i wonder what else will happen at our next movie outing... HMmmm maybe go over the counter n pop our own popcorn! ha!

Hmmm how will i spend New Year Eve this year?

Mark this day!

2006-11-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOO!! Braces off!! Yeah!!!! I cant help but being so excited and wanted to announce that to all my friends! Even to those that have no idea that i have braces..haa! ;P I have no idea how come u all have no idea.. hahaa but nvm.. its off liao anyway.. hoho!

Abit not used to having such straight teeth for a moment! Ha! And i cant stop myself from smiling silly the whole day long.. haaa! For those who always have nice teeth to show off, u will never understand the pain to get this man! haa.. finally the Ouch is over.. :)

My largest piece of personal investment(so far) has paid off! hoho! Now to healthier living.. Pilates/Yoga here i come... but first, i need to save up for them! so ex the lessons... kuakuakua~

Strategic Marketing report is driving me crazy! First time so jammed writing a report that after 3/4 through the term, my team only managed to finish the analysis part but havent get to the strategy part yet. -_-!!! Using up all my braincells for this module man. Crazy stuff.

64/36

2006-11-27T12:11:00.000+08:00

You Are 64% Grown Up, 36% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Wait

2006-11-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

How many emotions/moods can one feel at the same time? Let's see...

I'm tired but thrilled. lost but hopeful. sorry but enlightened. dreamy but daunting. amused but depressing. eager but confused. stressed but fulfiling. fun but crazy. sad but happy. missed but occupied. injured but healing. drained but recharging. happy but empty. busy but bored. bored but busy. forgotten but appreciated. tried but failed. happy but gone. down but lifted. exciting but pain. convinced but confused.

Cant wait for Tues. - Braces off. woohoo!!

Cant wait for Christmas. - Party/Great food Great friends! yeah!

Cant wait for Port Dickson/Malacca day trip/Gentings/any trip at all. - Yeah TRavel!!

I cant wait for the day that i can finally stop waiting.

18th Floor Balcony

2006-11-17T02:03:00.000+08:00

Totally submerging myself in blue october's albums. Thanks T! I can just listen to them over and over again. Simple Beautiful.

This felt like the longest week in my life. Trip to the L's office went smooth. But then i think still need to make at least another 2 trips to settle everything. =( I love my granddad. He is going 85. Very old le. His kindness. His smile makes my day. I will always be grateful to him. But his kindness gave us alot to bear. And we just have to carry them i guess.

My braces can only be off 2 weeks later. One last step. If i can wait for so many years i think i can wait for another 2 weeks right? hoho. Idiot me.

Another great Blue October's song to share. Love this song to bits. Love his voice. Totally uplifting.

18th Floor Balcony.

I close my eyes and I smile
Knowing that everything is alright
To the core
So close that door
Is this happening?
My breathe is on your hair
I'm unaware
That you opened the blinds and let the city in
God, you held my hand
And we stand
Just taking in everything.

And I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep

But Here we are
On this 18th floor balcony...
we're both flying away.

A whole night's preparation for a 4 mins talk

2006-11-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

The presentation today went pretty smooth, managed to present without holding cards to try to train my presentation skills. Not too bad considering i just started preparing for it yesterday. Bought the class n tutor ice cream while we show them various ice cream commercials. Maybe u can watch and pretend u eating icecream too? haha! the Ben & Jerrys one are really funny! ;p

Haagen Dazs Commercial aired over Summer 2004
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEpenoD9-Ts&search=German%20Ice%20Cream%20Commercial

Ben & Jerry's newest ad for Phish Food.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfoQmOrYlg4

Ben & Jerry's ad for Half Baked Ice Cream
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYQql9YmCTs

Ben & Jerry's Sumo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snvZ9bUH638

Ben & Jerry's ad for Cherry Garcia
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHF3FmG6yio&NR

When u very very free try this...
http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

or mebbe u already tried before. Ermm ignore the sending out n wish come true part? i think nonsense la. haha ;p its just a game la wat wish come true thingy. Hoho mebbe this is why my wishes never come true b4?

Tag down again

2006-11-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the wierd error n pixs that's floating on my tagboard. Dunno what happen but i suspect tagworld been hacked so the acct is acting all siaosiao.

will remove it if its still like that in a few days... ;p

The Prestige

2006-11-12T02:10:00.000+08:00

Great show! Go catch it if u havent, ermm that is if its still showing. ;p Warning of spoilers. Interesting plot with twists n turns topping it up the great casts Hugh Jackman, Christian Bale, Michael Caine, Scarlet Johanson. Woo! Hint: What the wife said is the key to the mystery of the great secret. hoho! smart arse.

Having one of those damn low moments. The next whole week is filled with compulsary errands. Hope it passes really quick! My horrid presentation is on the coming Tues, nope haven prepared for it yet. Yes its formal dressing with extra need to buy "doorgifts" somemore. How fasinating huh? hoho. Need to make a trip down to the lawyer's office too. Totally URGH. Thurs - a visit to the dentist which is good news actually, cos i MIGHT be able to remove my braces on that day if all is well. HOHO!!! FINALLY!!!! I shall surprised u all with a big grin if its off! hee! and its damn strange becos until today i still have ppl asking me "you got braces MEH?!" haha not one not two but many ask the same ques. Maybe cos i dun smile with my mouth big big la. haha! dun worry i will smile big big once i got my braces off! haha ;p

Behold all the great happenings. Breathe and walk on! Gambatte!!

Happy Bday Tasha!!

2006-11-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

3th Nov - Happy Bday to my DEAR T!!!!! *muacks*

Had a great seafood dinner at Casuarina with T, Box, Justme, Ivan, CK, YZ last sat for T's big day! Dinner was yumyum. I'm impressed we could finish that whole load of food plus the 2 huge chilli crabs! Thanks to YZ for being the "distributor" of the day. He made sure we finished everything and everyone have a good share! haha! Its good to have guys around to clear up what we cant finish! lol and the award goes to CK and Ivan ;p

Went to watch the Grudge instead after dinner cos we decided St James is too CHEENA to our punk-gothic-hiphop-retro-cool taste. ha! But it made me too "traumatised" after that. haha! I still think its very funny that Ivan and CK both "shook in the chair" at the very last scene. After the horror its always funny!! haha CK kept being "chua tuo" and just stare at me with a blank face. At least YZ is quite "calm". There was a scene where the guys sitting behind us (yes guys screamed too!)literally SCREAMED at the top of their lungs! haha i was torn between screaming and laughing at the same time but i guess both extremes made me neutral in the end. Those scenes with the stupid ghost's face really closeup is damn gross cos of the eye contact. Scene with Edison in the darkroom is classic man! Sadako is nothing with just a bunch of hair, eye contact is the KEY! HA! I might be sadistic cos i actually find it "funny" that jap ghosts always literally "crawl out" from the basin, tv, closets and all the wierdest places.

Ang moh's ghost have a better life, at least they can float, walk thru walls and stuffs. ;p

Blue October

2006-11-01T02:45:00.000+08:00

Let's end October with this great song by Blue October - Hate me

Fill me with distractions

2006-10-31T02:39:00.000+08:00

Just done up part of my tutorial, tired but decided to blog b4 i go to lalaland.

Happen to have this thought now. What do ppl blog? i guess its an avenue for them to flush out most of their thoughts. I blog cos i like writing. I blog cos i think ppl can catchup on my life even if they haven seen me for a while. If they even bother that is. Of cos only ppl i still contact with knows the existance of this blog. ;p I blog cos i am very lor soh and i like to grumble. I blog cos i like to look back on each day, see what i'd lamented before or being happy about. If i sound pissed in one entry doesnt mean i am always pissed. If i sound happy in one entry doesnt mean i am always happy. When i blog negative tots doesnt mean i am a negative person. When i blog stupid things doesnt mean i am stupid. Mebbe i am just lame. ha!

A busy n tiring week ahead cos got block lectures again. Kept telling myself i can survive this term althou i am really very sian. I really hope i can go away for a short trip at the end of the year! heh! Dun feel like studying but yet the stress that i need to read thru those case studies make my hair all stand up. kuakuakua~ Need new motivation. Only motivation this week is mebbe halloween can have dinner n drinks with the clowns. Seeing their silly faces never fail to make my day. Inbetween is the dreadful lectures, and to bring me to the end of the week, we are celebrating T's bday on sat!!! hohoho! Although i'm busy but i like distractions, So whoever kind enough ask me out for movies or hanging out la. Haha fill me with the distractions. hohoho~

ok buay tahanz liao.. lala time...

All the way up there

2006-10-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

Where is my planned sleep early wake up early routine? haha ok la i think i am improving.. from 3am sleep changed to 2am now i trying to go to sleep at 1am.

Just received results for both mod last term. Happy with the marketing paper and glad that i managed to clear the dreadful accounts paper. Meanwhile work and sch projs are piling up mountain high. Stressed. Kaoz... Why i take one module only this term but i still feel like double stress?! Anyway the tutor is one wierd-ass who is abit perverted, must pretend to enjoy the lesson n smile at him every lesson after which i need to go toilet n puke. Hmm I been puking alot these days dunno why.... Jialat i really need to build up my immunity. Ok Pilates classes are in plan ermm SOON.. next is a trip to the doc to get some meds to curb my ultra-itchy cough which once i start i cant stop till the itch eases.. stupid viruses.

Certain things are going on at home, I dunno is it the stress i put upon myself or is it the stress that was put upon me, but either way i think i really need to pick my arse up and start earning more $$$$. Mebbe i can start by selling myself, hmmm who wan to buy/rent me? I can wash dishes, fold blankets, massage, sweep floor, make nice coffee and whip up one-hellava-delicious-omelette with curry maggi which is the ultimate combi! muahahaa~ *silence.......* hmm nobody. damn.

Night Safari

2006-10-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

Night safari was fun the other night with the mates. Changed quite abit since the last time i was there, which i think is last year's halloween?? heh. Dinner was great at this zhichar place at Thomson. "PiPa" duck, chilli crabs, pepper crabs, sambal mussels, briased wings n more! hahaha!! YUM~~~~~~~ think i eat too much liao! hahahaa We then had ben n jerrys after that at the night safari. Animal show is the same one.. nothing interesting.. The Rhinos was missing though due to a wierd accident the night b4 involving the rhino n the zookeeper. Those jokers almost got caught by security when they tried to hide beside the bushes to scare me n another mate. Silly young boys.. haha kenna scolded! lol! so embarassing.. not to mention barking at a "barking deer".. n laughing at a wolf that's named "in du lang"(hokkien for indians!) lol! ;p where's the "ang mo lang" (american wolf) then? After that we went to Paulaner to grab some nice cool munchen beers n eat mooncake at the same time. Ha! lucky no food poisoning..

Had a break this week which i literally stoned through it. But need to start the engine again, there's class later tonight but wierd timing 830-10pm, i just looked at the stack of case studies that i need to digest n i feel so disgusted!
Its <----------------> THIS thick lor... sighh...

So what are we doing this halloween?

My first 6 days of October

2006-10-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

October 1) Increased responsibility. Financial opportunity. Romance is strong. Domestic affairs. A friend or family member needs your help and advice.

October 2) Quiet day, contemplative. Mentally sharp, serious, less playful. Insight. Distracted. Need for patience. Spend the evening in a quiet environment but avoid being alone.

October 3) Money matters resolved. Ideas. Visionary. This is a good day to sign a contract or finalize a deal. Go out and spend some money. Romance may entice you to do something irresponsible.

October 4) Completion. Doubts about decisions taken earlier. Problems with someone close to you. Emotional stress. Be creative, active. Find distraction.

October 5) Decisions needed. Be aggressive. Leadership. Push your ideas, start new projects. Others look at you for direction. You meet someone new. Progress.

October 6) Enhanced sensitivity and intuition. Vivid dreams. Premonitions. You become involved in a dispute and play the role of mediator successfully. Love and romance highly favorable.

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Bold: It kinda happen...

//sometimes somethings i like to be selfish and keep them for myself//

FREE again

2006-10-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

yeahhhhhhh............ its finally over~~~~
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

muahahaha!! Now i need to destress to replenish my brain cells...
very free now u all can start asking me out again! lol!

;P

Account = Act and count

2006-09-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

I need to act.

I need to count.

Accounts..... AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!!

very stress now cos cant finish studying...
desperate times calls for desperate measures!!!! PRAY HARD FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can only hope for the best that whatever practise i done so far will pull off and the paper is easy!!

Ji pai charm liao lah~

Things

2006-09-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

The first paper is over... Dun think the paper is easy, perharps becos its a marketing paper and marketing is still very new to me and all. Hope watever crap i managed to bullshit out is reasonable enough to get some marks. hohoho! Whatever~

I think its been a meaningful week, made up my mind on some things and i shall get on to working on them. Infact, nearer the end of the month i really began to get feel less stressed and got rid of my frustrations and work on solving them. Co-incidence? subconsciously? anything la.. hahaa

Had a short talk with some of my mates on the way home on sat after the paper, wasnt the same class with them this term, however realised that they have problems with their grouping n projects too. Guess it wasnt just me feeling tired. They feel that some of the others have began to slack too, some made others pissed off cos they werent putting in enough effort, others rose up and took the driver's seat. I think this is the midpoint where the lot of us are starting to feel burnt out due to studying n working at the same time. Wasnt that easy as it seems. But i know we all can do it one!! hohoho!

Met up Justme and Box for dinner on sat, good to take my mind off the tests for a while. Went to box's house to discuss some stuff and ended up crashing there for the night. Ha! sometimes i get lazy to go home la.. ;p ok i think i slack off enough now, need to finish some other work n then start my revision on the dreadful accounts paper.

Excuse for a break

2006-09-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

I'm suppose to be mugging now but i decided to take a break n lift my head out from the pile of books and notes and take a breather. Erm ok.. i took than just a breather la.. i actually surfed, read online news on the Thai coup and Steve Irwin tribute, read up on blogs, listen to Mr Brown's latest podcast on mosquitoes, made some sandwich n tea n i'm actually blogging now..ok i think u got my point.. heh.

Looks like i have an exciting Oct coming up. There's plans for sushi session with my fav peeps! ha! Yeah we make great sushi!! Others washes the dishes well. I was invited to a Potluck but i only know the host and one other as an acquaintance(therefore i haven decide whether to go anot, but i have no excuse not to attend le how.. hmmm... 3 rd invitation abit not nice to turn down right???) Pilates lesson suppose to start but CC no longer offering. Hmmm need new exercise regime. Tennis anyone??? Plans for mahjong n night safari n dinner n mooncake with my mates. Going to replan my work too, hope things will go bigger n better. My savings are drying up at an alarming rate that i felt a huge echo from my pocket to my heart the last time i looked at my balance. (O o)'''

ok i think i have enough break, time to hit the books again. Really worried for my 2nd paper next fri. My maths is cannot make it one n i cant believe i am going to take a "maths" paper.. Gonna need lots lotsa practise... Pray hard for me man! ;p

Life is a roller coaster

2006-09-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

There are so many ups and downs I dunno i am up or down now. What's up with this year?! I feel like i'm being stretched... In the end one will either snap or bounce back, I hope I will bounce back.

Perharps becos its been a long day today therefore i am sounding low. Perharps i am tired. Mentally tired? Physically tired? PES -> Pre-Exams Stress?! haha I also dunno. I think i also need to change my bad habit of sleeping so late, shall sleep earlier wake up earlier instead.

Lugged around my camera n tripod today after the photoshoot at the spa place today. Went to TPY Mac to rest n start my revision abit cos i do not feel like traveling all the way home after being out. Had a good time taking pix, feels good to take pix again after stopping for such a long time. Had a bad day in class. Disappointment. Up and down. Bleh~

People who knows me well knows that i can often bounced back well when under stress or pressure, but that is when i have the energy. How do u carry others when u lack the energy urself? Where is the support? Somewhere my battery is leaking n i hate to admit it's taking my strength away slowly bit by bit, i know i need to deal with that, not to dwell cos it's pointless. But sometimes it's so hard. I think i sound silly. Anyway I shall try to find my charger n recharge n come back with more energy..

My remedy for the day is.. Had a bad day? Just sing a sad song and then turn it around.

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September is a 4 Personal Month in a 4 Personal Year. Six months or a year from now, you will look back at this month and realize that in some way it represented a turning point on your path to success. However, you may feel frustrated during this month and wonder why everything is moving so slow. In a way, it seems that life has you in a straight-jacket, but in fact you are being protected from yourself. The emphasize is on the irritating and seemingly unnecessarily details. You are forced to deal with things you consider a waste of time. These loose ends can no longer be ignored, but you feel frustrated by the limitations of time and the massive amount of work.

The situation is, in fact, two-sided: One side is effort, the other reward. You are
being prepared to take full advantage of a string of opportunities that will begin next month, and will continue all next year. The challenge for you is to keep up. For that reason, you must finish the work in front of you now, to make room for the opportunities to come.

Meanwhile, guard your health, especially against the effects of stress and frustration. XXX, you would do well to eat healthy foods and in a regular and orderly fashion. Go to bed early; read to widen your view and escape. Do not dwell on the negative. Leave affairs of the heart to themselves for a while, until this intense period passes.

Late this month, you will start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but looking back you will be grateful and relieved that you took on this process of re-organizing the basics in both, your work and your personal life.
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So bloody true its getting freaking scary! :+

Art n Craft

2006-09-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

I miss art and craft... cos i love art and craft! I managed to have a little art n craft session today though. hee!

Anyway our tutor suggested we improve our "packaging" cos this is a marketing module n we decided to create this folder, and i came out with this.

I'd wanted to take step by step pixs of wat i'm doing but i ended up with only a pix of step 1 and the final product! haha! That's becos I was literally pulling my hair during the wrapping so i forgot to take any pix until i finally finished then i realised my booboo!! so no in between pixs cos i'd gone mad during that period. But i was proud of what i'd achieved! hahaa!! ;p

cutting out the letters one by one........ (0 O )|||

and TA DUH~~~~~... woohooo!!! ;)

Lost and found

2006-09-12T01:59:00.000+08:00

Was busy with lotsa stuffs these 2 weeks. Clock is ticking...fast.

Was thinking about wat i should do after my course ends. Its like studying is just an excuse for me now so that i need not work so hard. But wat other excuses do i have once i grad? I have one more year to figure that out.

Had a pissed-off moment when one of my grpmates "have no heart" to work on the assignment n i have to clean the shit afterwards. Ended up delaying my own work n other assignments on-hand cos of that and made me so sian that i do not feel like doing any other things anymore. But fat hope!! things that need to be done still need to be done no matter what so i gotto pick up my sad arse and start work again.. No hard feelings afterwards but i think i will choose not to group with him anymore in future. Blacklisted. Exams are in 2 weeks time. Crap. Still have one more presentation to go too.

Was at Cocolatte "entertaining" some "kids" last wed, haha i can continue to bluff myself that i'm still young hanging out with them. Although hard la.. i think i look like their sister or aunt or something.. But these kids are cuter than those "cute guys" they put up to auction for a date during the bash. T and me wondered Where the heck are all the eligible bachelors? locked up in tekong or something? haha not at SIM not at cocolatte for all i know. haha!! ;p

Walked in the rain again. This time got Rude with me. Us walking in the rain in heels down orchard road. Go figure! Ha! *claps* Chillout at No5 after that with Rude and Junx, the rest couldnt make it. Had a nice chat ;)

Was at Lime flea market helping out Box with her stall, sold quite alot of stuffs~! Well done gal! hoho!!

I think i'm coming down with a cough, was feverish n throat hurts the day b4 but now better le after tonnes of water n vicks n strepsils. I think i might have overdosed on these "sweets" cos i kept feeling abit "high". LOL. I need to get my immune system back on check! Been sick very easily nowadays n that's so unlike me! When was i ever sick last time?! mebbe once a year with a slight flu? but now i kept getting sick every month or so. )!(@&!%#%@#)$

Can i lie down somewhere and just forget the world?

I have an obsession....

2006-09-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

with pigs..

black and white pigs somemore...

they are call Monokuro Boo!!!! WHAHAHA!! so kawaiii~~~

I first have them as an organiser as a gift from ty*g, then i saw these little handphone thingy that's so adorable! I even download its screensaver onto my phone! haha next i might start searching wallpapers for my lappie... and before u know it they might invade my room.......

i'm hopeless.. helppp....

this is where i wish i can display my fav msn icon here *dancing brown monster*

edited: i walked in the rain last night. drizzle.. nice~ ;p

Grey Sky Morning

2006-09-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

I cant remember when's the last time it rained so heavily like this? I like it when it rains. I like to watch the raindrops fall onto the ground. I like to look beyond my vision and imagine the "space" the rain is falling on. I like that the street is so quiet and peaceful and you could only hear music from the raindrops and the cars that passes by occasionally.

Everything looks grey when it rain heavily. Everything is suddenly made of shades of grey. Some say that it makes them moody when it rains but not me. I like to stand at the window and watch the raindrops, its like a concert performed by mother nature.

I miss walking in the rain.

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2006-08-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

Time for more outdoor activities! ok i seriously need more sun and more exercises! hahaa getting too pale le.. i need to get back to my healthy tan!! hahaa!

Went for cycling with Shir and Pam last sunday, only managed to cycle leisurely as its so crowded at east coast. Had a great dinner at the hawker afterwards, well yes i ate back like double or even triple of wat i burnt during the cycling! ha! but its still fun n yummy~ heh! ;p Maybe cycle again next sun? hahaa

Hmm.. let me help out those who still have trouble thinking what to get me for my BELATED bday.. haha maybe can get me snow patrol's album! i absolutely adore their songs man!

I shall leave u with the lyrics of Chasing Cars and the beautiful vidz on Grey's anatomy. Made me teared. Beautiful.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Zhu Tou Pi

2006-08-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

I had this sore in my gums the whole day n it felt miserable cos i cant eat properly... which means i'm practically hungry the whole day..

Finally its dinner time n i managed to grab a bite. Chewing was a nightmare but i bite the pain n continue eating cos i damn hungry la.. Who knows after dinner the pain turn into throbbing pain and my neck swells up as well! DAMN!!! I tried gargling salt water, bonjelo, anything i could think of but nothing works and the pain is so bad. Decided to seek "medical advice" from my mum n she just need to say this....

she said "Jialatzz so swollen.. is it ZHU TOU PI?! u better go see doc else tmrw u wake up your head/face swells like a pig then u know"

*a gush of wind*

well.. that's me running downstairs to my doc for help! I dun wan to look like a pig! hahaa! my funny doc performed a magic trick to me n the nurses there and i chai chuan his trick! haha incase u think my doc why so bo liao? haha cos no one else was there n they were abt to close for the day n i was like the last patient liao..

Doc gave me antibiotics n painkillers.. now the swelling gone down n the pain no more.. heng ah no pig face... muahahaha!! Phew~~~~

Happy-dose

2006-08-15T00:38:00.000+08:00

I came home hungry from class cos didnt had dinner just now...

So i decided to have my happydose of CUTE piggy-mee(maggi-mee's twin) and i feel so happy now! haha

Thanks box for getting it for me from TW! heh! Justme was just telling me about this the other time and i got so excited just seeing her pix! haha now EATING it for myself is so fulfilling! hahaa so cute! BTW there were suppose to be 3 little pigs, one ermm.. mebbe scared of the big hungry wolf(me!) and managed to stay hidden, no matter how i stir i cant find it.. hahaa! I love piggy.

anyway thanks for all the encouragements! I'm moving on, maybe even moved on...? There's still abit of butterflies when i see/talk to him but then not much sadness anymore.. whatever that means? haha i'm proud of myself... ;p and i love my frens! haha

It's aint funny when it happen to u

2006-08-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i think i am born to be a joke. haha or at least i think i'm "funny"... or "funny" things happens to me alot. Just like T said, laugh abt it and move on.. I moving.. I moving..

I think i will think that it's funny and laugh my arse off too (or at least that's wat u all did laaaa! hmmp!) if the same thing happens to any of u too before this. But the thing is i dun think its funny anymore when it happen to myself. ~~So ppl learn not to laugh at others people's misfortune.~~ haha but well after it sank in, it's not a big deal anymore laaa.. just "funny"..

i'm a joke.

wtf.

haha.

My "21st" Bday! ha!

2006-08-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

Had a great dinner with the Box, T, Ty*g, Ann, Justme and Ivan at Ma Maison last Sat for me two five bday. Thanks T for the lovely lamp! so "rustic"! Nice! ha! Thanks Ivan for the Ralph perfume, so nice... heee! Thanks Ann for turning up emptyhanded! lol but its ok i'm glad u come la.. Elder wun blame the youngs ones.. haha! ;p

Big hug to all for the great dinner and great party afterwards! Hope u all not too tired on sun! heh! ;p Our Box is like nanny of the night, busy taking care of everyone else haha Thanks gals for looking after me when i was going to pass out even when u are so hungry and dreaming of bah chor mee already.. I had fun laa even though i couldnt rememeber what happen most of the night. haha! and well well... who is drinking vodka NEAT while u girls happily sipping SPRITE!!!! evil la u people.. haha but i like~~~~

Sorry clowns if i didnt get to talk to u all much, i think i was gone very fast that night.. I missed taking photos with so many ppl.. sobsob next time retake! haha Thanks everyone for making it down that day! hee! So nice.... Great to celebrate same bday as pentium too! Gal now u pentium 2 liaoz.. upgraded! ;p haha Hope u all enjoyed the night as much as i do. At least u all remember all the stupid things i did n said while i have no memory of it.. haha! so paiseh........... ;p Thanks again for the ~~sunflower~~ gerberra(Rude and Lina) and big Kino voucher from the rest too! hoho i will make good use of it! heh!

I machiam celebrate 21st bday like that lol. First time bday so happening.. I feel so loved! hahaa! *MUACKS* *MUACKS*

After like 18years....

2006-08-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

and this is our 1st pix together??! OMIGOSH!! haha Min ah we are pathetic la.. We have known each other for like 18years (OMG!!) n we never took pic together at all all these years.. how can?!?!? hahaaa

This is a nice pix! haha damn age is catching up...

our last photo was this?? hahaha!! can u all find us?!??!

haha i just realised my hairstyle today is the same as 18years ago! LOL! *pengz*
oh n if u look REALLY carefully.. u can see my name on the board.. heh! ;p

Time to start saving up

2006-08-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

Another thought of the day, haha i think i learn new things everyday..

This is sparked by another msn convo i had with Rude yesterday. Started with my MM survey as i realised 80% of the entries are done by ppl who are single and i wondered to myself.. it seems that MOST of my friends are SINGLE, ok closer friends with the exception of 2 or 3 who are in a relationship currently. Then it moved on to the topic of receiving wedding bombs n housewarming parties soon after that. I will be expecting more n more bombs to be dropped in the next 5 years, so is it a "fortune" or "misfortune" that i'm not close with my sec sch frens anymore? haha cos a HUGE portion of them are all attached and like wanna get married anytime that type! hoho! I think i saved alot of angpao $$ haha! (Dont worry Min i will go your wedding no matter what when that day comes! haha the most i go "hire a date" to go with me lor! haha u sure u wan to put me at the RED table to sit with ur mum!?! HAHA! kuakuakua~)

I like weddings i do, haha i just dun like the idea of sitting with 9 other ppl whom i have nothing to talk to. If i know everyone there or at least that table then ok la. haha I dun understand why some "acquaintance" invites me even when i'm never CLOSE with them in the first place? We havent talked for like 3 years 5 years since we last met??!? Worst still we have no common friends.. haha Imagine you got to spend 3 hours trying to NOT look bored.. not fun, time very hard to pass leh.. U can try to cut your food into 10 different shapes and pieces b4 u putting into your mouth slowly one by one but yet only 2 mins have past! LOL ;p

Oh Rude was telling me that its also damn ex to attend weddings, i suggested that i shd start saving $$ for Angpao $$ and new dresses for attending all these weddings! hahaa Really le.. once they start they cant stop, all the bombs will come like nobody's business like that. hoho! But then i guess/hope/think/presume i wont be receiving any more than 2 to 4 bombs in the next 3 years to come?? ;p

Who knows i send them bomb first myself?! LOL! ok totally blabbering here! haha too much Accounting and numbers drives poor cush abit siao to the wall. hoho! I cant believe i'm gonna hit TWO FIVE in 2 days time. Damn its quite depressing....

DAMN.

What have i done?

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What are the chances?

2006-08-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

Once again its one of those spontaneous blogs when i cant sleep.. ;p

Its 1.52am right now, i'm supposed to be rewriting my notes for FA(6 hours worth of lecture to catch up! blah!) but i got bored and started surfing ppl's blogs, which made me so wanna blog myself.

So here goes another liner of the day i heard today.. and it gets me blabbering..

"Its very hard to find someone you like..."

I agree with this statement man! haha well not everyone can find someone that they like easily, well ermm with the exception of this person(who loves pretty much everyone who likes her a tiny bit ;p), pretty much everyone else i know have a hard time finding someone they like, less say someone they love.

I think first of all its hard to find someone u like and even much harder that they actually like you back as well. Most of the times its one sided isnt it? Its either they like u but u dun like them, or u like them but they dun like u. What are the chances when both like each other to begin with? Is there a need to hide? Is there a need to mind what others will think? Is there a need to think what is right and what is wrong? Will it last? Lotsa questions marks isnt it?

Something that another fren mentioned to me marks another point, can somethings be wrong when there is LOVE? When u do something because you love the person, even if it's "wrong" is it really wrong? I dunno how to answer... heee! Love is a strong word.

Matters of the heart is a strange thing, they catch up with u when u least expect it. The next time u turn a corner of the street, u might just bump into the one. So hold on to your glasses ppl! Dont blink! ;p

P/S: Cush likes to blabber when she cant sleep! hee! time to go back to my freaking 6 hours of FA notes... need to finish before another 3 more hours of class tmrw!

arghh! I HATE MATHS!!!

done. 2.05am

Crazy weekend

2006-08-01T19:00:00.001+08:00

You dun feel tired when u reach the limit. ha! Limit between handling tonnes of sch work, work n entertainment! hoho!

Well let's see what i have been up to the past week? I just realised i haven had dinner at home for 2 weeks straight ! woah! that explains why my pocket's hole getting bigger n bigger... so today i veyr guai i stay home to have dinner n heal my pocket abit..

Had a blast at the clown's chalet. I think i'm getting too old for all these excitement, but never too young n never too old for anything is my motto now. hoho! Drinks. Honey wings. Lotsa photos. Yummy cheesy mushrooms! (They love my mushrooms! hee!) BBQ stingray n sotong! wooooo! what is there not to love?! Vodka Peach with sprite! (yum! i drank myself silly cos its so nice), whiskey green tea, Vodka Peach with orange(yum!) and the ultimate one, Whiskey Dry by Lina who seems determined to get me drunk! I was feeling so sleepy that i tried hiding in a corner to get some shuteyes but the clowns just dun give up dun they? lol. Bruised is all i can say, n becoming more n more "pentium" with the bumps on my head. kuakuakua.

We went our separate ways after the chalet on sun. Thanks to WH for giving me a ride home and DO for helping to get my stuffs upstairs. Slept for only 2 hours n then made my way out for project meeting at cityhall. Running late so took a cab down. Guess What?! I got out of the cab n the first person i saw(sitting at a cafe right beside the cab stand) is DO again! lol! freaky laaaa... He got a shocked too!

This august is going to pass by lightning fast too! Excited with Butterfactory night on sat! (Rude, it's Butterfactory not BBQ factory hor! *jumps n catfight*) YEAH!! Hope it'll be fun n crazily silly! ;p

my 1st BDAY pressie!! WOO!!

2006-07-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah so happy so fast got my first bday present and it was bought spontaneously!! Thanks Justme for "bringing" and accompanying me shop around these 2 days! *muacks* and of cos Thanks Box and Ty*g too!! hohoho!! *huggzzz*

Justme got *muacks* cos she's there with me to buy! haha ;p here's a pix of the watch i got! So nice!! Love it! Suppose to be limited edition, everything is so cool except the lowtaste baggie that came along with it. haha So dun match lor.. aiyohzz Espirit why like that? ;p

Today so productive!! Finished all my errands, bought what i need to buy, found what i searching for! hoho! niceeeeeeeeeeee~~~.... its a good day!

Had a sucky haircut the other day.. she told me wun be so obvious one but end up so messy color, dun really like the colors, make me look like siao cha bor n the fringe so short again! Make my cheekbone look so high.. Haizzz... I'm gonna dye over it maybe next month or something, hair too dry cannot dye so soon leh... haizzz.... Spent enough $$ this month too le, cannot must stop le!!! Oh man i need more business! quick ppl recommend more people to me to do their website or hosting or "maria" also can! heeee!

When i cant sleep i blog nonsense..

2006-07-20T02:13:00.000+08:00

Everyone seems to be travelling around alot for work, ok not everyone maybe just T and Box. Ha! T is in KL now and flying off to Philipines again soon next week(is it next week? u better be ard for me bday!;p ) and Box have been shipped off to BKK*tramatised* for 10 days just like that all within 2 days' notice! We were talking about flying over and join her there for the weekend but we cant seem to get any airtix, well at least not any less than 300bucks so bo bian u got to spend your weekend all alone in BKK.. ;(

Presentation coming up on monday, suppose to present a news article for my Marketing Management class. Need to find my article soon over the weekend else i'm deadmeat... speaking of meat i'm abit hungry now.. hmmm...

Opps! Very random thoughts i know! ha! Well its past 3am now but i cant sleep so i tot i should blog more. hee!

Was on this interesting topic the other day while having dinner with a fren. All identities of this entry shall be protected to protect me! haha! But i find the discovery to be quite true and i think future boyfriends of close friends around us will hate us! hoho! Anyway we were talking about BGR and how sometimes u will have certain expectations of each other. Is it that our expectations are high or they do not match up? hoho! this i really dunno..... but this anonymous fren said something that really hit me! "I think we spoil our friends sometimes!" haha die la i think we spoil market and naturally our frens will have very high expectations of their bfs cos we are too nice to them as frens to begin with! What do u think? haha ;p I think i do tend to spoil my friends? hahaa! opps! Be fortunate you are my closer friends, u will be spoilt to rotten!! haha! ok i think i need to curb myself abit here... so high at 3am?? siao liao.. haha!

But its so true! I felt like i have just seen the light! *lightbulb*.... When 1 got sick n alone at home, i tapao dinner over for her (and i appreciates she did the same for me when i was sick n alone at home too!) When 2 says she need to buy something from somewhere near my house(ha! *winks* u know who u are!), i went down to get for her the next day. When i see something that's cute and i know they will like it i will buy for them. When they say they hungry wan to eat prata we go prata-ing, want teh-ping we teh-ping together, wan ba chor mee we ba chor mee together(sorry but i love tur kwa!), wan sushi we sushi together, want to get drunk we get drunk together... lol! When down they get "cheer-up" kits, when lost i provide "street directions" and "consultations services", when house on fire... ehhh this i cant help.. except mebbe stand there n watch it burn together? ;p

Got more xing fu anot huh people? ;p ;p ;p
too nice liao cannot la.. must lower market standards from now on? hoho ok too much nonsense from me liao.. Tmrw going to cut my hair! Yeah byebye mushroom head... Zzzz time.

silly test for fun

2006-07-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

You are going to die at the grand ol' age of:
76

When are you? Click here to find out! ;p

DAMN! i'm gonna die so old(hypothetically speaking)? alamak u ppl better all ~~DIE OLDER THAN ME~~! LIVE LONGER THAN ME!! haha ;p

sleepy? try this!

2006-07-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

i dun think we get to see this everyday! hahaa its hilarious! JustMe and i were on our way home from the Chinatown shopping.. and then this lady infront of us suddenly took out a tshirt and i tot she's admiring her "shopping delights" like us. I was so wrong cos she placed the whole tshirt over her head while she snoozed away! hahaa!! Classic man!

Cant help but took a pix using my hp.. :P
blurred out the other faces incase one of them is a lawyer and decides to sue my pants off. No pun intended.

Brown Kenna Suspended

2006-07-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

There goes one reason for picking up a TODAY...

Brown's column in TODAY papers haven been suspended with no reasons given. I thought his articles were very interesting and funny and they always hit "close to heart" issues. No Salt no MSG, just simple feelings the "xiao shi ming" feels...

This is the article Mr Brown wrote that started the fire in the bush.
http://www.mrbrown.com/blog/2006/07/today_sporeans_.html

This is the letter from MICA
http://www.mrbrown.com/blog/2006/07/letter_from_mic.html

Read more here
http://www.rsf.org/article.php3?id_article=18208

and here

http://tomorrow.sg/archives/2006/07/03/govt_gets_touchy.html

=(

What happen to me?

2006-06-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Well.. June is a sucky month for me. First i been down with flu, then my back pain came back, tortured me for one whole day and finally recover from it. Then the next day i got down with this horrible virus that crippled me with high fever and cough for one whole week! And my other body functions and timings all seem not very well-coordinated!?! what's going on!?! kaoz... sick month for me! I'd never been sick this long and baddddd... cough and puke with traces of blood.. not fun man! damn! Hope there is no side effects internally... Thankfully i'm into the last week of june here, but bad things comes in fours sometimes and guess wat? My exams are in a week's time. great timing huh? blah~

so well..till then u wont be seeing much of me anywhere anytime soon.. I still owe T and JustMe a shopping trip to Chinatown and Bugis! I haven had my filled of GSS yet le... heehee! I'm down but i will be back!!! At least I'm still alive and kicking!!! lalalalaaaa~~~~~

Love and Peace! ;p