cranky weather cranky mood?

What's with the weather again recently? So hot and yet raining the next moment!

Perharps it affected my mood? Usually i love rainy weather. Dunno why but i was feeling very emotional these few days after putting on the bracelet, was it all my imagination?! Anyway was feeling quite moody last few days, dunno why but it's just a feeling of feeling down. Maybe i am tired, tired of exams and studying, tired of working and rushing work, tired of the monotonous lifestyle, tired of how idiotic and kuku i can be sometimes, tired of being tired of all these...

Perharps i was so engrossed in my little world of busy-ness that i neglected to see other things around me. So when i was freed up for a moment i realise alot of things are missing and i feel upset? Like i always say, life is not all about work, u need friends, u need relationships with ppl around you to make everything else much more meaningful. Ppl who knows me well know that friendships are very very important to me. Some ppl appreciates me for that and some make use of me for that. Ppl who did the later will soon find that i'll drift away from their lives sooner or later. Yes, i do not like to be taken advantage of in that way. ;p

I'm glad i have good friends around me, you peeps are my pillar! Oh no mebbe i'm sounding so emotional but no lah i just feel like writing my thoughts down. And knowing me, i sometimes do unexplainable things.. haha!! that's me.. My feelings are unexplainable and i might even say unexplainable things. Dont get freak out cos that's just the way i am. ;p

Sorted out some thoughts, i dunno y i feel sad at first cos it wasnt suppose to be(mebbe that's the way the "signal" gets to me, i just feel sad and then i will just know it, well dont ask me wat "signal".. haha unexplainable once again ;p), I'm glad we are on the same note, now i feel much lighter, everything is good and good k! heee! You know you are special and you always will be.

On another note, the strange thing is somehow Box u will always "appear" after i have some issues/problems. It sounds strange but it's true. haha! Maybe i nv say anything abt it to u all becos i feel the thing or problem will pass soon, but somehow i will either get a call or msg from u right after. Thanks for providing the "distraction" i need from my cranky mood. Muahaha! Eerie! hoho!