Life is a roller coaster

There are so many ups and downs I dunno i am up or down now. What's up with this year?! I feel like i'm being stretched... In the end one will either snap or bounce back, I hope I will bounce back.

Perharps becos its been a long day today therefore i am sounding low. Perharps i am tired. Mentally tired? Physically tired? PES -> Pre-Exams Stress?! haha I also dunno. I think i also need to change my bad habit of sleeping so late, shall sleep earlier wake up earlier instead.

Lugged around my camera n tripod today after the photoshoot at the spa place today. Went to TPY Mac to rest n start my revision abit cos i do not feel like traveling all the way home after being out. Had a good time taking pix, feels good to take pix again after stopping for such a long time. Had a bad day in class. Disappointment. Up and down. Bleh~

People who knows me well knows that i can often bounced back well when under stress or pressure, but that is when i have the energy. How do u carry others when u lack the energy urself? Where is the support? Somewhere my battery is leaking n i hate to admit it's taking my strength away slowly bit by bit, i know i need to deal with that, not to dwell cos it's pointless. But sometimes it's so hard. I think i sound silly. Anyway I shall try to find my charger n recharge n come back with more energy..

My remedy for the day is.. Had a bad day? Just sing a sad song and then turn it around.

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September is a 4 Personal Month in a 4 Personal Year. Six months or a year from now, you will look back at this month and realize that in some way it represented a turning point on your path to success. However, you may feel frustrated during this month and wonder why everything is moving so slow. In a way, it seems that life has you in a straight-jacket, but in fact you are being protected from yourself. The emphasize is on the irritating and seemingly unnecessarily details. You are forced to deal with things you consider a waste of time. These loose ends can no longer be ignored, but you feel frustrated by the limitations of time and the massive amount of work.

The situation is, in fact, two-sided: One side is effort, the other reward. You are
being prepared to take full advantage of a string of opportunities that will begin next month, and will continue all next year. The challenge for you is to keep up. For that reason, you must finish the work in front of you now, to make room for the opportunities to come.

Meanwhile, guard your health, especially against the effects of stress and frustration. XXX, you would do well to eat healthy foods and in a regular and orderly fashion. Go to bed early; read to widen your view and escape. Do not dwell on the negative. Leave affairs of the heart to themselves for a while, until this intense period passes.

Late this month, you will start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but looking back you will be grateful and relieved that you took on this process of re-organizing the basics in both, your work and your personal life.
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So bloody true its getting freaking scary! :+