Account = Act and count

I need to act.

I need to count.

Accounts..... AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!!

very stress now cos cant finish studying...
desperate times calls for desperate measures!!!! PRAY HARD FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can only hope for the best that whatever practise i done so far will pull off and the paper is easy!!

Ji pai charm liao lah~

Things

The first paper is over... Dun think the paper is easy, perharps becos its a marketing paper and marketing is still very new to me and all. Hope watever crap i managed to bullshit out is reasonable enough to get some marks. hohoho! Whatever~

I think its been a meaningful week, made up my mind on some things and i shall get on to working on them. Infact, nearer the end of the month i really began to get feel less stressed and got rid of my frustrations and work on solving them. Co-incidence? subconsciously? anything la.. hahaa

Had a short talk with some of my mates on the way home on sat after the paper, wasnt the same class with them this term, however realised that they have problems with their grouping n projects too. Guess it wasnt just me feeling tired. They feel that some of the others have began to slack too, some made others pissed off cos they werent putting in enough effort, others rose up and took the driver's seat. I think this is the midpoint where the lot of us are starting to feel burnt out due to studying n working at the same time. Wasnt that easy as it seems. But i know we all can do it one!! hohoho!

Met up Justme and Box for dinner on sat, good to take my mind off the tests for a while. Went to box's house to discuss some stuff and ended up crashing there for the night. Ha! sometimes i get lazy to go home la.. ;p ok i think i slack off enough now, need to finish some other work n then start my revision on the dreadful accounts paper.

Excuse for a break

I'm suppose to be mugging now but i decided to take a break n lift my head out from the pile of books and notes and take a breather. Erm ok.. i took than just a breather la.. i actually surfed, read online news on the Thai coup and Steve Irwin tribute, read up on blogs, listen to Mr Brown's latest podcast on mosquitoes, made some sandwich n tea n i'm actually blogging now..ok i think u got my point.. heh.

Looks like i have an exciting Oct coming up. There's plans for sushi session with my fav peeps! ha! Yeah we make great sushi!! Others washes the dishes well. I was invited to a Potluck but i only know the host and one other as an acquaintance(therefore i haven decide whether to go anot, but i have no excuse not to attend le how.. hmmm... 3 rd invitation abit not nice to turn down right???) Pilates lesson suppose to start but CC no longer offering. Hmmm need new exercise regime. Tennis anyone??? Plans for mahjong n night safari n dinner n mooncake with my mates. Going to replan my work too, hope things will go bigger n better. My savings are drying up at an alarming rate that i felt a huge echo from my pocket to my heart the last time i looked at my balance. (O o)'''

ok i think i have enough break, time to hit the books again. Really worried for my 2nd paper next fri. My maths is cannot make it one n i cant believe i am going to take a "maths" paper.. Gonna need lots lotsa practise... Pray hard for me man! ;p

Life is a roller coaster

There are so many ups and downs I dunno i am up or down now. What's up with this year?! I feel like i'm being stretched... In the end one will either snap or bounce back, I hope I will bounce back.

Perharps becos its been a long day today therefore i am sounding low. Perharps i am tired. Mentally tired? Physically tired? PES -> Pre-Exams Stress?! haha I also dunno. I think i also need to change my bad habit of sleeping so late, shall sleep earlier wake up earlier instead.

Lugged around my camera n tripod today after the photoshoot at the spa place today. Went to TPY Mac to rest n start my revision abit cos i do not feel like traveling all the way home after being out. Had a good time taking pix, feels good to take pix again after stopping for such a long time. Had a bad day in class. Disappointment. Up and down. Bleh~

People who knows me well knows that i can often bounced back well when under stress or pressure, but that is when i have the energy. How do u carry others when u lack the energy urself? Where is the support? Somewhere my battery is leaking n i hate to admit it's taking my strength away slowly bit by bit, i know i need to deal with that, not to dwell cos it's pointless. But sometimes it's so hard. I think i sound silly. Anyway I shall try to find my charger n recharge n come back with more energy..

My remedy for the day is.. Had a bad day? Just sing a sad song and then turn it around.

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September is a 4 Personal Month in a 4 Personal Year. Six months or a year from now, you will look back at this month and realize that in some way it represented a turning point on your path to success. However, you may feel frustrated during this month and wonder why everything is moving so slow. In a way, it seems that life has you in a straight-jacket, but in fact you are being protected from yourself. The emphasize is on the irritating and seemingly unnecessarily details. You are forced to deal with things you consider a waste of time. These loose ends can no longer be ignored, but you feel frustrated by the limitations of time and the massive amount of work.

The situation is, in fact, two-sided: One side is effort, the other reward. You are
being prepared to take full advantage of a string of opportunities that will begin next month, and will continue all next year. The challenge for you is to keep up. For that reason, you must finish the work in front of you now, to make room for the opportunities to come.

Meanwhile, guard your health, especially against the effects of stress and frustration. XXX, you would do well to eat healthy foods and in a regular and orderly fashion. Go to bed early; read to widen your view and escape. Do not dwell on the negative. Leave affairs of the heart to themselves for a while, until this intense period passes.

Late this month, you will start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but looking back you will be grateful and relieved that you took on this process of re-organizing the basics in both, your work and your personal life.
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So bloody true its getting freaking scary! :+

Art n Craft

I miss art and craft... cos i love art and craft! I managed to have a little art n craft session today though. hee!

Anyway our tutor suggested we improve our "packaging" cos this is a marketing module n we decided to create this folder, and i came out with this.

I'd wanted to take step by step pixs of wat i'm doing but i ended up with only a pix of step 1 and the final product! haha! That's becos I was literally pulling my hair during the wrapping so i forgot to take any pix until i finally finished then i realised my booboo!! so no in between pixs cos i'd gone mad during that period. But i was proud of what i'd achieved! hahaa!! ;p


cutting out the letters one by one........ (0 O )|||



and TA DUH~~~~~... woohooo!!! ;)

Lost and found

Was busy with lotsa stuffs these 2 weeks. Clock is ticking...fast.

Was thinking about wat i should do after my course ends. Its like studying is just an excuse for me now so that i need not work so hard. But wat other excuses do i have once i grad? I have one more year to figure that out.

Had a pissed-off moment when one of my grpmates "have no heart" to work on the assignment n i have to clean the shit afterwards. Ended up delaying my own work n other assignments on-hand cos of that and made me so sian that i do not feel like doing any other things anymore. But fat hope!! things that need to be done still need to be done no matter what so i gotto pick up my sad arse and start work again.. No hard feelings afterwards but i think i will choose not to group with him anymore in future. Blacklisted. Exams are in 2 weeks time. Crap. Still have one more presentation to go too.

Was at Cocolatte "entertaining" some "kids" last wed, haha i can continue to bluff myself that i'm still young hanging out with them. Although hard la.. i think i look like their sister or aunt or something.. But these kids are cuter than those "cute guys" they put up to auction for a date during the bash. T and me wondered Where the heck are all the eligible bachelors? locked up in tekong or something? haha not at SIM not at cocolatte for all i know. haha!! ;p

Walked in the rain again. This time got Rude with me. Us walking in the rain in heels down orchard road. Go figure! Ha! *claps* Chillout at No5 after that with Rude and Junx, the rest couldnt make it. Had a nice chat ;)

Was at Lime flea market helping out Box with her stall, sold quite alot of stuffs~! Well done gal! hoho!!

I think i'm coming down with a cough, was feverish n throat hurts the day b4 but now better le after tonnes of water n vicks n strepsils. I think i might have overdosed on these "sweets" cos i kept feeling abit "high". LOL. I need to get my immune system back on check! Been sick very easily nowadays n that's so unlike me! When was i ever sick last time?! mebbe once a year with a slight flu? but now i kept getting sick every month or so. )!(@&!%#%@#)$

Can i lie down somewhere and just forget the world?

I have an obsession....

with pigs..

black and white pigs somemore...

they are call Monokuro Boo!!!! WHAHAHA!! so kawaiii~~~



I first have them as an organiser as a gift from ty*g, then i saw these little handphone thingy that's so adorable! I even download its screensaver onto my phone! haha next i might start searching wallpapers for my lappie... and before u know it they might invade my room.......

i'm hopeless.. helppp....

this is where i wish i can display my fav msn icon here *dancing brown monster*

edited: i walked in the rain last night. drizzle.. nice~ ;p

Grey Sky Morning

I cant remember when's the last time it rained so heavily like this? I like it when it rains. I like to watch the raindrops fall onto the ground. I like to look beyond my vision and imagine the "space" the rain is falling on. I like that the street is so quiet and peaceful and you could only hear music from the raindrops and the cars that passes by occasionally.

Everything looks grey when it rain heavily. Everything is suddenly made of shades of grey. Some say that it makes them moody when it rains but not me. I like to stand at the window and watch the raindrops, its like a concert performed by mother nature.

I miss walking in the rain.